I play chess because I am a masochist. I know that I will never be really good at chess but I keep playing anyway and not just for the fun of it but also because deep inside I like to delude myself into thinking that maybe one day something will make sense and I will become really good at it. But unfortunately that's probably never going to happen. The reason is the following: I can memorize openings, endgames, I can learn tricks, solve puzzles, read chess books, etc... but that's not enough! You know why? Because my lack of ability to clearly visualize sequences of moves makes accurate calculation nearly impossible. I can calculate using an analysis board (I've come to think of the analysis board as the brain I don't have) but without it I'm helpless. That being said, does anyone know if antidepressants or similar drugs that temporarily enhance working memory will improve my OTB chess playing ability?
Did you hear about the masochist who was playing against a sadist? The Masochist said "Beat me, beat me." The sadist laughed and said "NO."
Hur hur.
I play chess because I am a masochist. I know that I will never be really good at chess but I keep playing anyway and not just for the fun of it but also because deep inside I like to delude myself into thinking that maybe one day something will make sense and I will become really good at it. But unfortunately that's probably never going to happen. The reason is the following: I can memorize openings, endgames, I can learn tricks, solve puzzles, read chess books, etc... but that's not enough! You know why? Because my lack of ability to clearly visualize sequences of moves makes accurate calculation nearly impossible. I can calculate using an analysis board (I've come to think of the analysis board as the brain I don't have) but without it I'm helpless. That being said, does anyone know if antidepressants or similar drugs that temporarily enhance working memory will improve my OTB chess playing ability?