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First I hit almost 1200 rating then start losing losing, going down and down, blunders after blunders now am about 900. Everybody is better than me, also the last of beginners beats me. I think should leave chess until next life
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After 5 years and 10,500+ games of speed chess, the answer should be obvious as to why you're not improving.

Avatar of fernando110482

Bugged brain?

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I feel an irresistible impulse to lose

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Look its not sandbagging, i lose with people 10 days ago would eat in one bite, seems i dont want to think anymore

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Maybe try and do daily games? They help you think and take time to think your next move, plus you get plenty of time to make a move, so you don’t have to worry about the time limit!