2 and a half months

You already know I’m back, and hell, who is gonna read this. So many new people, so many who might have never even heard of me, probably haven’t even. Oh, the stories I could tell if I would just come back, but I’m not, and I won’t. This is probably the most active I’ll ever be (again, probably).
Anyway, how is life going for people? Good, I hope. Mine isn’t. A lot has happened but very little has been nice. Before I left otf, I had met a person, which I doubt anyone remembers, only talked about it twice. Anyway, things didn’t turn out in the way I expected at all, which is terrible. In short terms, they have vanished. I have no way to contact them, so that’s the end of that I guess. At least it proved my thought prediction that anything the brain imagines at first is too extreme to occur. Apart from that, I miss the social connection with the person. I talked to them everyday, and now, I have no one, basically. I got a friend, but they don’t talk to me much. No one really does. I don’t have anyone in otf, or family, to talk to, and that means I am alone. I also feel lonely, but that’s self explanatory. I guess if there’s one good thing, I started playing Valorant (yes, this is the best thing to happen to me over 2 and a half months, apart from maybe beating a medium demon in GD). I’ve been playing a LOT, more than healthy, probably, and got iron 3 in ranked after 2 weeks of grinding (not healthy, see). And that’s it. Your balvi update. Have a good day.

Always good to get a Balvi update.

Take good care of yourself Balviman.

See, I would, but they’re political. Like heavily, so I don’t know if I can

#4 of course, I enjoy playing Valorant

#6 not today

I’m dine.

Dining on this Balvi paragraph.