AMA

Why not ?

Why is life so complicated?

why am i higher rated than you in rapid you should be 2250+

Why do you play the dragon?

Why am I so bad at chess?

How to get 2300 blitz?

How to not lose in otb embarrassingly?

He's played 14 games over the last 30 days. Probably doesn't care too much about rapid. Also should I try to get 2200 rapid again I have no idea how I tilted so hard

"why not" + "why" = Null

"is is not not is" (Please punctuate)

I know what the sound of one hand clapping is...in some instances...I can never know all instances

Life is complicated because the alternatives are so banal.

I had a friend who thought that one of the three most important things about him was, "I used to own a flare gun...now I don't".       Now we aren't friends anymore...but that was a long time ago.

When people say to act your age, does that mean you are supposed to "pretend" to be the age you are? Puzzle me that, said the Sphinx.

I've never met a chicken I didn't like.

https://www.chess.com/forum/view/general/ama-145

ADHD, Deppression , Loneliness , anxiety , weak mentality , almost at the brink of dying , not passing High school because of playing chess ,  fapping 20 times a day , eating 10 bags of chips everyday , drinking cola everyday , binching bullet till 4am in the morning for no reason ...

yep thats enough reasons ...

only if i knew   .-.

1. I play dragon because i used to play dragon because it was fun and was almost about to leave it (because the mainlines are garbage for black)and switch to najdorf or sveshinikov but i got  anish giri dragon course now and its playable..he found some interesting lines while working for the 2020 candidates which makes dragon currently playable...not sure if it will stay for long ...theory always changes(especially sharp stuff like dragon)

2. im not there yet...trick is to not play when u r in bad form (so for me never play from now ._.)

3. hmm...i will tell u after mine this week ;D..(i didnt play that much otb yet to give an advice ...i guess somebody experienced like kevinsmith can enlighten u)

if i play at my current state i will go back to 1900 ..sooo

guess @kesetokaiba will answer that for me xd 

It means finding the balance between acting mature enough to match your age and mixing in your own "age" personality in a better way. You can still be mature when the situation calls for it, yet still have a child-like fun side overall. 

"People tell you to be yourself...but then they judge you." - Quotation I heard years ago online; it resonated with me, but it doesn't have to be this way. People shouldn't be judgmental like that, but I guess this just means you should carefully choose who you want to share personal things with and hope they accept the "real you" for you

It's okay @Gump_forest, I'm here for you as many others are I'm sure. This post makes it sound like you were always like this though (which isn't true), but I will say that some of the people going through the most are the ones people never suspect.

All right, sure I'll ask a question. Did you create this thread through inspiration after reading my thread? xD

https://www.chess.com/forum/view/community/kesetokaiba-ama-but-not-really 

lol yes i made it sound worse for sure xd.. but  i mean people cant understand sarcasm i guess.. (or im bad at it xd)

ya one of the reasons for sure...but ive seen many people do it ...so thought why not ? : D

Why?