be yourself
I think most people want other people to be happy. I do.
I struggle to get things right a lot though. I can be very offensive.
I trust that I care though. I see we naturally care.
We just get upset and lose sight of our innate tendency to care.
I just see the whole thing as ultimately futile and that depresses me. It all amounts to nothing.


Life isn't fair.
Maybe it's the same with this meaning of life thing.
We want life to have a beautiful meaning. That's fair.
There isn't anything like that. It all just is.
Pleasure pain it just all exists.

We have to accept the fact that just as life isn't fair neither is death.
None of this is truly fair.
