be yourself
I think I know what I need to do but I can't do it. I'm not strong enough. So I keep torturing myself.
Things is though it hurts either way. You know though I need to feel the pain and go through it.
Feel the pain and don't do it anyway. Abstain.
At least I know now what I have to do. I'm bleeding love. I always thought that expression ridiculous but right now it feels just right. I'm bleeding love.
It's not that I don't love. I couldn't love more. Not that the beauty wasn't perfect it was.
I just wasn't strong enough and I couldn't cope. I'm sorry.
And maybe all that was over and the sea would have been settled but that wasn't to be.
Perhaps all the lessons had been learned. I just wish I could have given some of the beautiful grace I received but it wasn't to be.
But believe me you were loved.

Actually its from the Moaning of Life ... Karl Pilkington thing. Its on YouTube. Its funny, watched the one about marriage last night.