Chapter 1 of -DEAD DESIRES-

I stomped through the rain angrily my red shoes soaking wet it was pouring raining as it soaked the city streets of Japan, It was already getting dark the sky was tinged with red, Orange and blue as the sun set, As I walk down the street I see a dingy old bench rusted and dirty  I stopped at it sitting down and thinking. My body ached so much from today’s school day. I sighed and suddenly 
 Words rang through my head “just pray that you'll be born with a quirk in your next life...and take a swan dive of the roof of a building!” I trembled, shaking the distain and anger off, shaking my head as his laughter rang through my head. Katsuki Bakugo My childhood friend had been my bully for years ever since I was 4 years old though we were friends as kids he turned mean after he found out I was quirkless. How could he say those things to me? It was just cruel...just straight up cruel he and his two lackeys Antai Himja and Jinko Suzuka, they have been bullying me ever since I was a kid. I shifted on the bench as the sign from across the street blinked on and off casting a warm glow. A Convenience store it looked a little run down, but I needed new razors the blades on my old ones were getting dull anyways. I get up and walks across the street into the store greeted by a man at the counter he had dark grey hair with tired old eyes with a tan sweater and jeans on “hello young man!” he exclaims “late night huh?” I nodded and headed for the isle with the razors. I grab a random pack and some candy, so it will seem less suspicious for a kid at night to buy razors. As I head to the register giving the items to the store clerk he looks at me eyeing me and shrugs ringing the items up “4.38 card or cash?” he says I pull out a 5 dollar bill and hand it to him “cash please”...He hands me the receipt and the change and I head back home the stuff in my hoodie pocket. I trudge back out in the rain my hair getting soaked again, time flies by fast and by the time I knew it I was back home. My home isn't much just a small apartment but it's a roof over my head so I'm grateful I walk into the house greeted by the smell of stew moms “mom’s home I thought” “Izuku”. Is that you honey?” My mom calls from the kitchen as I'm taking off my shoes placing them by the door “yes, mom I'm home!” I walked into the kitchen greeted by my mom cooking she had her apron on, and her hair tied by as I'm engulfed in a hug. “Oh, I was so worried why are you coming home so late?!” I chuckled and hugged her back lying to her “sorry mom I had to stop the store also the bus was down so I couldn't take it home” The bus owner didn't let me on because I didn't have my bus pass and I was quirkless so I didn't matter anyway. “Well, I'm just glad your safe honey go get in the shower and dinner will be done by the then okay?” She smiles as I nodded and headed to my room, The razor feeling heavy with the guilt and sorrow I'm about to do. 
I head to my room and close the door, taking the razor and candy out my pocket. I set the items on my desk and unwrap the razor feeling its cold blade against my fingers. 
Thoughts rang through my head. Should I do this? It's not like anybody ever cared anyway, so why would they care now that I'm doing this? I sighed and gave in rolling up my sleeve and setting the cold blade against and gently raked it against my scarred skin waiting a few seconds before the droplets of blood came through the tiny cut. I instantly feel a sense of relief. I sigh putting the blade away for later that night I had to study anyway i had a serious test tomorrow 
 
 
After I get out of the shower I put on a black sweater with sweatpants and padded down the hallways into the amazing smelling kitchen where my mom was making a plate for me and her on the dining room table "hey mom" she looked up and instantly smiled "hey honey How was school? tell me all about it" I sat down on the soft cushioned chairs and reached for the spoon to scoop some stew out onto my plate "My day was good mom!" I put on a fake smile faking excitement as I start to eat a bit quick So I could go back to my room shoving a chunk of potatoes on my mouth. "how was yours I know you got a new job right?" she doesn't comment on the short answer and if she was suspicious I didn't notice it she smiles though scooping some stew out for herself when she sat down "My day was awesome honey the people at the office are amazingly nice they gave me tips on how to turn in paper work and how to fix the printer when it jams she seemed so happy I feel bad for lying to her about school but she had enough on her plate already she didn't need my worthless self to plague it anymore.  
 
As we started to eat, I faked happiness when she talked about kaachan and there family and how he’s getting amazing grades my Mom still thinks were friends but were not and probably never will be especially since he still thinks I'm a worthless loser who doesn't belong in this world. Suddenly my mom’s voice interrupted my thoughts “sweetie, Are you okay?” I look up at her worried face. She looked so worried, or was it all just fake? I nod trying to make her not worry “I'm just a little anxious about a test tomorrow mom” i stand up since i finsihed my plate “im going to my room to study mom im orry for worrying you” She nods relief on her face “okay honey just go to bed at a decent time so you can save your smarts for that test!” She beams and i fake smile back at her “I will mom don't worry!” And I hurry upstairs to “study”, but little do you know the worst would come that tomorrow morning 
 
10pm 
Blue and red flahses 
 
 
Women Crying... 
 
Cold. 
 
White. 
Dark. 
Dark. 
Dark 
Why is it dark? 
PAIN... 
 
 
ANGER ANGER ANGER ANGRY WHY WHY WHY.. 
 
 
Stinging pain 
 
Whats going on? 
 
 
Why everything so dark? 
 
What happened 
 
Oh yeah... 
 
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This was a pretty creative story. Keep up the great work.

Thanks I worked really hard on it!

Im on mobile i can't read the whole thing but it looks good