hey my friend it s good to get away never quit our mind travels in my mind everyone has the same problem everything comes back you so what i am saying is everything comes back to normal i wish i had your job nevr give up your a very good player
I guess I am stupid.
What drives me nuts is if I am doing something or dedicating myself to something, I have to do it every day. For some unknown reason if I stop whatever it is for a day/week/month I lose a huge amount of the knowledge/skillset I had gained. Examples being chess for starters.
When I was playing much more regularly I reached 1300+ in online and in live I was at least 50/50, no matter the opponent, within limits of course. Now that I have taken a few weeks away I miss everything and suck ballsack.
Even down to work. I am a heavy duty mechanic. If I go on vacation for more then two weeks I come back and it's like I am new to the trade. Only after a few weeks do I regain my shit back fully.
Why is it that I can learn and retain shit but it seems like as soon as I fall asleep or do not use it for a SHORT period of time I forget it almost entirely?
All jokes aside, am I really as dumb as I suspect I am?
Thankfully, you're not an aircraft mechanic! 
What drives me nuts is if I am doing something or dedicating myself to something, I have to do it every day. For some unknown reason if I stop whatever it is for a day/week/month I lose a huge amount of the knowledge/skillset I had gained. Examples being chess for starters.
When I was playing much more regularly I reached 1300+ in online and in live I was at least 50/50, no matter the opponent, within limits of course. Now that I have taken a few weeks away I miss everything and suck ballsack.
Even down to work. I am a heavy duty mechanic. If I go on vacation for more then two weeks I come back and it's like I am new to the trade. Only after a few weeks do I regain my shit back fully.
Why is it that I can learn and retain shit but it seems like as soon as I fall asleep or do not use it for a SHORT period of time I forget it almost entirely?
All jokes aside, am I really as dumb as I suspect I am?