i want to say something to try to make you feel better, but i cant. honestly id just recommend not thinking about it. im probably depressed, i show signs of it, but i have never truly felt depressed.
i feel the same as bluehairedfemboy, i wanna say something happy and positive but i think we're in the same spot. i truly hope u figure out what helps u and u find a way out
dont worry i hate my life and everyone seems to hate me..im just waiting to become 18 to have my own freedom to control my own life...i try to think abt the happy future but u never know what comes next