you guys don't care about anyone else, do you? I almost committed suicide because of y'all's abusive comments.
Wait, because of me? If I did anything wrong, I am very, very sorry. I don't believe I did, but just in case...
THANK YOU SO MUCH. You did not do anything wrong, I swear on my future grave.
This will be a very long note.
I am a 11 year old outside of the internet. Online, I am known as "The Retarded Liar." It hurts my heart to see them blind, not going onto my FIDE account, and proving to all that I AM a grandmaster. Magnus may be a gazillion over me, but I am still proud of myself. But no one else. Not even my family. I have no friends because they all think I lie. I ran away from my family a year ago, brought a long my computer with the charger, and a portable chess set. I wander around streets every day, right now, I am in a coffee shop. I learn every day, I get hoarded by everyone in town just because of how "famous" I am. They thought I was a liar, and they still said I was famous. According to all, I am not. But I, am proud of myself. You guys think I am just telling everyone that I am a grandmaster just for attention, yet you guys harass me and make me feel unwelcome to the chess world. Now, I am retired from all online and offline play and tournaments. I only play against bots. But, from all the results, you guys think I am fine. Deep down, I am heartbroken, distressed, and unhappy. I even tried to borrow a gun from someone JUST to get my life done so I won't be abused from you guys anymore. Guess what? They said I can't because of how much of a "liar" I am. I am very heartbroken.
Strangly relatable.
you guys don't care about anyone else, do you? I almost committed suicide because of y'all's abusive comments.
Wait, because of me? If I did anything wrong, I am very, very sorry. I don't believe I did, but just in case...
THANK YOU SO MUCH. You did not do anything wrong, I swear on my future grave.
No problem, my friend.
if you are suicidal pls go get help or unplug yourself instead of staying on this site
if you are suicidal pls go get help or unplug yourself instead of staying on this site
Yes, get help, but don't unplug. Please.
if you are suicidal pls go get help or unplug yourself instead of staying on this site
they won't even help me since they know about my "liar" title
if you are suicidal pls go get help or unplug yourself instead of staying on this site
they won't even help me since they know about my "liar" title
who knows
plus, I am trying to watch super GM's do their best in tournaments, and most importantly, prove all my enemies wrong.
you guys don't care about anyone else, do you? I almost committed suicide because of y'all's abusive comments.
Please get help. Here are some free helplines you can use. Talking to a trusted adult is also a good idea.
If you're in the U.S. and need someone to talk to, here are some free and confidential helplines available 24/7:
- 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988, or chat at 988lifeline.org. They offer support for anyone in emotional distress or suicidal crisis.
- Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 to connect with a trained crisis counselor via text.
- TrevorLifeline (for LGBTQ+ youth): Call 1-866-488-7386, text START to 678678, or visit thetrevorproject.org.
- Veterans Crisis Line: Call 988, then press 1, or text 838255. Support is also available via chat at veteranscrisisline.net.
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Wait, why are we talking about this on my farewell thread...
Anywho, the time has come. I am leaving right now. Farewell, Comrades.
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