I’ve been on here for 3 years without a single ama so here’s one
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So Lincoy, what's the second best religion after Christianity?
I think most people stop there and just make excuses for themselves saying “I don’t have to be perfect” but still at least intellectually assent to the idea “I still strive to be perfect.” Very few people admit themselves, genuinely, as bad people. Very few of those who admit themselves as bad people do it, not because it improves their social standing, but in genuine recognition of themself. This also means you recognize you deserve no happiness, no relationships, no joy, no love, no rest, no dignity, no pride, no honor, no respect, not anything except suffering. I don’t mean the casual term suffering, but I mean that suffering that rocks you to your core, that’s ineffably painful, that tears you of your dignity and family and home and rest and everything. Once you see this, and you realize that Someone gave you an offer that means you eventually get a new life than your previous life ever could have been, you stop trying to be good and just be faithful. The real Saint has no good desires, no bad desires, no real temptations, no real suffering, no real relationships, no real possessions, and no real love. The only Thing that He has is found above.
87 - I want to study theology and philosophy. If I study it at a college, I'd prefer at Oxford or Princeton, but I'm never getting into Oxford or Princeton for undergrad because of my GPA. Instead, I'd pursue studying theology at a tier 2 institution and work my tail off so I can get a really good recommendation letter and a really good GPA and a really good GED score and a really good involvement with clubs and a really good everything really, so get into a really good grad school. Of course, I'm not entirely sure if that's what I want to do. I might want to study theology and philosophy at a monastery and become a monk, but I'm not entirely sure. All I know is that I want God more than anything, and maybe the college route could provide me with better academic tools, but it would lack in the spiritual tools needed. This is why I could intern at a monastery for 5 or so years and come back with the right spirit and heart to work hard in worship for God while studying at a college. Of course, it doesn't matter nearly as much as people make it out to. I'd be perfectly fine almost anywhere I go because my physical body is pretty useless.
88 - yes I do
89 - I'm blonde