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TomGa
So here's an example of how I misjudge things. I see a fly at work. By the way I swear to god I'm not making this up.

So I think poor fly trapped in this building and I leave my biscuit crumbs on a bit of paper for it.

I told my colleagues and they say oh that's great. We'll tell the lady that sits at that desk.

Well this lady is one of only a few that is really nice to me. Opens up you know. And I'm thinking right well I'll probably have offended her now.

It's harder you know having people that care then losing them to not having them care at all.

Though it's nice while it lasts.
TomGa

I saw a movie once mr Jones about a manic depressive. He said I see people as goldfish so it doesn't hurt as much when I lose them. I can relate to that. Loss is painful. Rejection is tough.
TomGa
Life isn't as difficult for me as it used to be though. I believe in myself now.

I think ultimately you answer to yourself and if you know you mean well, absolutely know you mean well, then you can pretty much accept anything.

And I do mean well.
TomGa
You know why I love you Carla? Because you've stayed around. I know I've been just awful but even now you're talking to me and that's rare and I appreciate it. Thank you. You're special, beautiful.
TomGa
I like this thread, I like the freedom it brings me. It's nice to be free no?

Perhaps part of the joy of living is freedom. The more freedom the more joy. Maybe
TomGa
I've got time on my hands and it's nice to have this activity. I've been thinking though about what I could do with my time.

I've decided to do more weightlifting and to jog on the beach. It's nice to get the endorphin rush and I'm prone to depression and I think it might help with that.

I think I'm perhaps someone that struggles with the dark. We all feel brighter in summer I guess.

I find though good company lifts me. People lift me.
TomGa
I'm travelling to Sunderland and sitting in the back of the car and posting you guys.

I'm feeling a bit sad and upset. It's nice to hear the pretty songs on the radio though and nice to be able to talk to you guys. People are beautiful
TomGa
So take a good luck at my face. You'll see my smile looks out of place. If you look closer it's easy to trace, the tracks of my tears.
TomGa
That's such a great song. Try Aretha singing it. Magical. I really like Paul Young singing it too. Totally different.
TomGa
I was listening to Joni Mitchell this morning. She's so great don't you think? Love California, big yellow taxi and both sides now. Terrific.
TomGa
Songs are amazing for bringing emotions forward. What's amazing is they can make you feel an emotion you don't recognise. Like a painter splashing paint on a blank canvas.
TomGa
I feel lonely. I guess you guys can attack me and I don't mind really. I believe in who I am.

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose, fire away, fire away, I am titanium.
TomGa
I think this site was quite a big thing for md, I wonder what happened to him. It's strange. Trysts too. Who knows what happens to these guys?

I suppose they just reach a point they aren't comfortable anymore. Or enjoying things. It's a shame because people enjoy the people that leave.

I suppose everything has its lifespan though.
TomGa
It's like a little world here isn't it? I guess there are people here that like me have had some amazing and wonderful experiences here.

I know some people have met offline people they met here. That's amazing you know.

I've had some wonderful moments. I recall talking to this older guy that was just the most fabulous company. Rickett2222. I had some terrific times with him.
TomGa
I hope you guys have fabulous times here. I'm really talking of in game but I've had moments in threads that have been special.

People have been kind and interesting and very funny too. I've had some lovely times.

I think my favourite times have been when people have opened up a little and talked about their real life a little.

I love that. People are beautiful. I won't mention the things I remember as they are personal to people but it was special to see the soul of a person for a moment.
TomGa
Nearly at roker. It's nice isn't it when you near the sea front? Love to see the sky change.
TomGa
That full stop comment. Life does end. I wonder if that was an actually commentary
Stolen_Authenticity

'Life' does end ? .. I suppose, if {theoretically} - You, or Anyone... Were to 'jump off'.. some 'high elevation'..{sans, 'parachute'}.. Not, that-that's advisable! .. You'd be obliged, to 'qualify' that observation, of yours.

'Btw'.. 'readers'.. 'F-t-r'..{for-the-record}.. Don't, do it!

TomGa
I guess SA that a person could imagine life to be pointless if it ends. My own feeling of course is it is what it is.
TomGa
My life is changing every day, in every possible way.