I saw a movie once mr Jones about a manic depressive. He said I see people as goldfish so it doesn't hurt as much when I lose them. I can relate to that. Loss is painful. Rejection is tough.
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I saw a movie once mr Jones about a manic depressive. He said I see people as goldfish so it doesn't hurt as much when I lose them. I can relate to that. Loss is painful. Rejection is tough.

I think ultimately you answer to yourself and if you know you mean well, absolutely know you mean well, then you can pretty much accept anything.
And I do mean well.


Perhaps part of the joy of living is freedom. The more freedom the more joy. Maybe

I've decided to do more weightlifting and to jog on the beach. It's nice to get the endorphin rush and I'm prone to depression and I think it might help with that.
I think I'm perhaps someone that struggles with the dark. We all feel brighter in summer I guess.
I find though good company lifts me. People lift me.

I'm feeling a bit sad and upset. It's nice to hear the pretty songs on the radio though and nice to be able to talk to you guys. People are beautiful





I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose, fire away, fire away, I am titanium.

I suppose they just reach a point they aren't comfortable anymore. Or enjoying things. It's a shame because people enjoy the people that leave.
I suppose everything has its lifespan though.

I know some people have met offline people they met here. That's amazing you know.
I've had some wonderful moments. I recall talking to this older guy that was just the most fabulous company. Rickett2222. I had some terrific times with him.

People have been kind and interesting and very funny too. I've had some lovely times.
I think my favourite times have been when people have opened up a little and talked about their real life a little.
I love that. People are beautiful. I won't mention the things I remember as they are personal to people but it was special to see the soul of a person for a moment.
'Life' does end ? .. I suppose, if {theoretically} - You, or Anyone... Were to 'jump off'.. some 'high elevation'..{sans, 'parachute'}.. Not, that-that's advisable! .. You'd be obliged, to 'qualify' that observation, of yours.
'Btw'.. 'readers'.. 'F-t-r'..{for-the-record}.. Don't, do it!
So I think poor fly trapped in this building and I leave my biscuit crumbs on a bit of paper for it.
I told my colleagues and they say oh that's great. We'll tell the lady that sits at that desk.
Well this lady is one of only a few that is really nice to me. Opens up you know. And I'm thinking right well I'll probably have offended her now.
It's harder you know having people that care then losing them to not having them care at all.
Though it's nice while it lasts.