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I'm really not a fan of that one SA. But you know maybe I'm purging too.

I've always said haven't I say what you want when you want?

Anyway SA all I'm saying is I accept you, despite your impure thoughts. Possibly because of them!
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So I haven't talked to the fly lady! I'm scared. Ha ha
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What can you do? On the other hand there's this beautiful woman that's opening up to me about her life. And that's touching you know? It makes me feel special.
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Plus I'm talking to a lady with a beautiful figure. Which is nice!
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I guess it's a distraction from the heartache I feel.
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What are you going to do? Me I'm going to keep exercising. Hoping to do some pull-ups soon.
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I guess I'll keep posting here. Not for much longer I hope. I'm planning to leave the threads soon. I'm hoping so. I feel like a child in an orphanage. Hopefully I'll be picked soon!
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I can't do my pull ups. There's children in the park. Never mind. I'll just have to take a walk instead.
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I'm not sure you're really allowed to just chat away here. Maybe I'll get locked soon. Get a topic Tom!
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Perhaps it's helping me though. It's a distraction I suppose and also I can let some of my feelings out.
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I don't want to give anyone a hard time, including Kay.
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There's just something about his posting makes me think yeah actually that might be a lady. Perhaps I'm just imagining it.
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I guess so. It's easy to be suspicious here I think. I mean can you really know anything here?
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And yet I've met people here I feel I have got a sense of who they are with. If you like me or not I've been myself with you and I think you've known me to an extent at least.
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I sure showed you what I was like when I was drunk last night.
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I think I've found the end to my search. I did really at the end of what are we? I found that all, everything, is nature. Just nature doing its thing. Natural forces and materials naturally evolving.
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I guess what I still have left to do is to find out how that relates to my dealing with my OCD.
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'Tom', wrote - I think that's a really unhealthy message actually. I think believing people to be possessed is thankfully a rare event in modern advanced society but I imagine a lot of people get hung up about the purity of their thoughts.

Has it ever occurred to you 'Tom'.. That perhapd 'std'{s}.. {or, sexually transmitted diseases}.. Of which, there are Many 'varieties' - Might be a 'message' from 'Nature'..{if-you-will}... As, a virtual 'endorsement' of 'sexual purity'? ..Of which, 'having a 'pure'.. {or reasonably so}, 'mind'.. Would be, a precursor, to that behavior?!

Of, course.. While, there will Always be, the 'philosophy' of sorts, of - "If, it 'feels good'.. then Do it" ..{with 'a-hem'.. 'jacking off'.. being the 'lesser' consequential - If, sometimes, unavoidable, form of 'sin'}..

.. Nonetheless - It's a 'slippery slope'.. From, calling that lifestyle 'quotation' I posted, as, an 'unhealthy message' .. To living, in a 'world' where, 's-t-dees' are the 'morally acceptable'..Near-universal, norm'.. Along, with.. 'AIDS'.. Which, is thought to be, somewhat 'peculiar'.. to the 'gay' lifestyle!

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I mean I have this idea about choosing not to solve but I accept there is no I and no choice, so my idea, or at least my wording, needs to be altered.
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Hmm sa. I understand your point. I mean I get the idea pure thought pure action. Also that perhaps it might be questionable to deliberately fantasise for a married guy.