I wish I could write Like AJR can Cause then I could say Why I’m feeling bad But if I could write All the things that I feel I’d focus on them And then I’d never heal . I wish I could see When my friends need my help Cause then I could be there When they're feeling unwell But I’d never sleep Cause they’d always need help Do I want to know When they’re feeling unwell? . Wish I was a king A ruler above I’d try to rule fair And I would probably be loved But if I was in charge I’d probably mess up I don’t want to rule, I’m not enough . I wish I could act Like I wasn’t upset You all would believe That there’s joy in my head But if i was sad I’d be by myself Maybe i should tell you Im unwell . In some other life I’d be enough I’d get it all right And I’d never mess up But as hard as I wish I’ll never be there So I’ll just give up, Why should I care? . If I wasn’t me Would I be happy then? Cause I’m ****ing tired Of the person I’ve been But if I wasn’t me Would I miss who I was I don’t want to change Oh, I’m so dumb . Wish I didn’t care When you suffered and cried I Wish I could shrug When someone went and died But if I didn’t care Would I be a bad guy? I want to feel pain When my friends cry . I wish I was strong Like a hero from war I wish I could save you When you’re broken and torn But though I want strength I don’t want to work I’d rather be weak And have no worth . I wish I was God And could fix all your lives I’d stop every war And I’d make it all right I could end pain And could cure all disease Why doesn’t God cure everything? And if I was God Then pain would be gone I’d never let hell hit anyone But I can’t be God And He leaves us in pain It’s so hard to get Why He brings rain . I wish I was me And I didn’t feel bad I wish I could smile But I’m left feeling sad And if you need me I’ll be there for you Maybe that’s all That I can do