Best decision on my life. I was a sort of sniper. Two shoots bareback, two hits on the bullseye. Mixing races is good for fertility (my wife is Galician, you know).
Omfoc

I really expected looking back to see my notes suggesting that free will didn't exist and there was no such thing as choice .
In fact they showed me the opposite . That to be healthy I had to choose to do something . Choose not to solve

Still it's a big surprise to me to see that my functioning mapping showed me that free will does in fact exist . Or perhaps if not free will then certainly choice

I've summed up my Omfoc in relation to my functioning and in relation to establishing what we are .
I guess I'm at two different and contradictory points . I'll capture them again .

Prevention / solution disorder . Choose not to solve
(When perceive have to to then choice doesn't exist )
I don't recognise problem or cause I only recognise choice whether or not to solve .

I have a good idea of what we are . I know that free will doesn't exist and I know that experience is the observer and the observed in the present moment continually .


I just want to say though logically I'm still certain everything is natural ( not divine).
I'm much less certain though about the absence of choice /free will .

That's helpful to me actually . It helps me to realise I am in control of my mental processing .
That's not to say though that free will exists .
I'm not sure that just because we choose it means we have free will . It could very well be that the reason we choose is because of how we're made up . The chemicals within us and so on. I expect that's true .
Though of course there is more to a human being than that . Sure we are a bunch of chemicals but we'll give our lives for a cause , so there's clearly something else going on .

tomtrytostay wrote at post #2:
I'm not going to be chatting about my own views any more . I found when I did I got into the habit of talking through my personal problems and I found that to be an unhealthy habit . I started analysing out loud .
You lied to us tom... you're at it again
Last 30+ posts, besides a couple of 1 liners laughing at you, they are all from tom about his personal problems.
You are suffering a psychotic break from reality.
Seek help
You are delusional in thinking anyone gives this ranting of a madman a 2nd thought. Your denial of what you are is taking its final toll.

I have something actually . You're right that I did say I was going to come here and talk a certain way . I find though that you can't relax and enjoy something or someone unless you are relaxing and being yourself .
I am actually mindful . Anyway once I realised I was just going to be me then the only choice was whether to stay or go and I decided that I'd stayed .
People change their minds md. you don't have to feel so betrayed !


I'm certain everything is natural though . Anyway I'll Omfoc and see if things become clearer

Observation is just that. Nothing becomes "clearer" tom. It reguires a rational mind to reach valid conclusions after observations are made.
You live in complete denial. This is evident by believing your own lies. Every other post is a contradiction of the previous one. Every post tells a lie. Makes for good reading by a psyc. student making an evaluation of the progression towards insanity.
Chose to solve problem - solve .
Don't do anything - problem reoccurs .
Decide unable to solve at the moment - move to other problem .
Decide unable to solve - move to next related problem .
Choose not to solve - let go of problem .