relax and be yourself


How about giving them your money then? Instead of exploiting their suffering to make money!
Shame on you Phil Collins. I suppose he might have donated the profits to charity. If so Sir I humbly apologise and bestow upon you a knighthood.
Arise Sir Phil😉

You know look at all these people with wonderful friends and families. That's hard if you are isolated.
Well all are welcome here. I love you guys. I expect I can't post much over Christmas though. I hope to catch you guys a little at least.


I think that perhaps it's true that love and fear are opposites.
I want to be able to help people that might get their clothes dirty off this guy but I'm afraid that he'll kick off.
Beat me up or something. A fight might be entertaining. Bruce Lee used to fight for fun.
I ain't Bruce Lee. He'd probably knock my teeth out.

If I smile I show my teeth which aren't so wonderful. I have lines around my mouth. I used to lift my eyebrows which improved my looks a bit but lately I show wrinkles.
I suppose it's only natural that over time looks diminish. Though it's true I've seen ladies in their fifties and sixties too that are absolutely attractive. In fact more attractive to me at least than any twenty year old.

I wish I was more polite though. I feel I'll insult her through not being an amenable host.
You know can I get you a drink that type of thing. Still I mean well. I trust that I'll be kind.
I'm looking forward to it overall. She's lovely.
Some people feel you shouldn't be kind to managers but ultimately they are just people too.

Well as you know I believe that the idea of self is akin to the idea of soul and neither exist.
However it's clear that experience does. Who could argue that they've never smelled a beautiful rose.
I'll put that more beautifully!
Enjoyed the fragrance of a beautiful rose?
Do you remember boo when I told a lady that she looked like she could sell perfume? I'm such a smooth talker! 😝


And then it's forever changing isn't it? One day you are at work another at the beach. Your thoughts are continually changing along with your feelings.
You have different physical sensations.
So this movie screen if you like has throughout your life a different image. Never two images absolutely the same. Like snowflakes I guess.

I think it's about this idea of non duality too.
So for example when you are at the beach this experience I'm describing isn't just about what's coming from you. Your thoughts and feelings and physical reactions. It's also about what's around you.
So what really is is the experience which contains the sea the sun and the sky as well as your thoughts your feelings and your physical reactions.
In reality you aren't separate from nature even at the point you believe yourself to exist which is at your very consciousness.

Perhaps it's this fragmented consciousness idea that more than anything promotes this seductive concept of self.
I don't write anyone off. We live and learn and it's a truly twisted sick person that is deliberately hurting people.
I think bullies generally are people that feel weak and are trying to make themselves feel stronger.
That was the case with me. It never works. It's a vicious circle. Until you are pleasant to people you don't expect them to be pleasant to you.