relax and be yourself

I forgot to un-track.  ....just had to click on it.  Tom..I know it was a metaphor..ha and my comment was a joke.   I forgot the "lol" I guess.

yes.  learn to understand people speak their minds...in their minds it's truthful and may just contradict, or even poke at your beliefs.   THAT'S OK.

If we were at the same pub and you were talking like this to one other person, there is no way I would jump in and give you my two thoughts...that's just rude.  

Here, it's allowed so be ready for it.   The way you came back to me, didn't show me you were being paranoid or defensive.  It showed me you were standing up and calling ME out.  That's good.  don't think you are being paranoid or defensive (in a angry way)  Take it as you are sticking up for yourself. 

This will build your confidence and not make me want to smash you like I would my homies.   ;)

I don't think you would ever ruffle my feathers man.   

it automatically tracks....whatever...imma get more coffee. 

wow. you've been SO chatty recently.

I tried to catch up and figure out about what the angry feelings were about--

but I suppose 8hours later it has passed.

when I'm angry sometime I get really bothered by it.  then at some point I'm able to get beyond it-- and a burden has lifted.

being angry never made anything easier.

though, perhaps, it does give you the energy to fight against injustice.  surely that is the point.

you really need to try hard to get over depressing feelings too... thats another feeling that does little good.

despite our crude attempts at humor, and the general sense of isolation on the internet.  there's alot of good guys (and gals) on the forums.

I guess I have understand what the feeling are about now. it sounds resolved.  Mexi seems like a cool guy.  so too does Kay.

here is a fun idea.

you enjoyed my pic of snow so much that perhaps I could share a little of where I live.... I don't see this as being to much of a breach of annonymity if I don't say the name.

Not my backyard but not too far away:

'Tom'.. No wonder, you've been very long-term, Depressed.. and- or, experiencing, a decidedly temporary, respite, from you Depression!

Ie., I understand that everything is just nature. That evolution is the answer.

That statement, coming from an admitted chronic Depressive, person.. Strikes me, as The Underlying Reason! .. The Only difference being, that, at Least, 99% of 'evolutionary' propnents.. Do Not view, the absence, of a 'personal' _od, in their paradigm.. Without replacing, the 'Life-Is-Worth-Living' aspect.. with some other positivity - That keeps them, at least, minimally 'upbeat'! ..{in attitude, of course}.

 yeah. kaynight.

we should head to Pete's and grab a brew.

your not too far away, right?

well, your honest I'll give you that.

I totally made it up.

'sides I don't drink.