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Smth cringe again...

Yaki is... a questionable name, doesn't really fit how you look like, but if I told you my real name, you probably also think it doesn't fit me ^^ so I accept the fact that that's ur real name ^^

i didn't know either. my irl name is english, but i have a Chinese one too, I'm fine with telling that tho- eh, my name has a real english word in it ;-;
Uhh basically.... when i first joined chess.com, someone told me not to have my real name on here, so i listened...and then i started getting to know some people and they asked me for my name, so i just told them josh...cuz idk....it sorta became my online name...then i started to make more friends, and join clubs and chat in otf, and josh sorta stuck, and there was no way to fix that....
Then i decided to tell ya'll abt that i was jewish, and i thought i would tell you my real name then, but i thought ya'll would think i'm crazy...
It has been on my mind since then, and i really wanted to tell ya'll my real name, since i was getting to know some of you quite close...
Ok so uhh basically, my real name is a jewish name, its 'yaki'
I'm so angry at myself for not telling you in the beginning...
Ok, whatever um...... yeah.... I'm sorry, im really sorry.....
I thought u would find my name funny, i was going to tell u when i told u i was jewish, but i didnt have the gut....Im sorry.....