The Grind(story one)

I was in school today when I remembered I had make ups for a test. I, of course, had to do the only logical option out of the 3 options of: 1, preparing, 2, encouraging myself with positive thoughts, and 3, keep reminding myself of how much of a bloody failure I was. I, being a very logical thinker, picked the third option, then starting harassing my friend to say negative things about me. He, knowing what I wanted, said positive things about me. I then ran for my life with my ears covered... yeah a very mature thing to do. I went to my next class, speedran the work, and asked people I knew to say bad things about me. But, before you know what happened after that, I searched up “negative things to say about yourself”. Google, being the idiot it is, said “nobody will ever love me” and I immediately closed the computer and asked people, a less reliable place but it has better answers. After asking those people, they were like “why tho” and continued on with their life. After class was over, being the bloody idiot I was, asked again, and THEY ACTUALLY RESPONDED WITH A GOOD ANSWER(I know amazing right?). I was obviously elated(who wouldn’t be) and kept repeating they said to me during the makeup. And I did well. So, a few hours later, if you ask me if I regret picking option 3, I NEVER REGRETTED IT.(oversimplified outro music plays)(this was a part of story series)(this is trademarked by @TheRussianPhoenix).

is this real🙃

Are you ok man?

You want proof? Ask @sanjay1232123 if I asked him to give me negative sage advice.