Where is He? (song)

I’ve heard a hundred thousand times
That God is there for me
But if He’s always by my side
It’s too damn hard to see
If He lives in my heart
Why am I so empty?
If He kicks out the devil
Why’s he live rent free?
Why do I never seem to feel
The God that my father says can heal
All of my wounds and my pain
If He’s here, then where is He?
Does He really see my heart?
Did He love me from the start?
If He does and He did
Where the hell is He, then?
If He’s here for me
Then explain, where is He?
I’m so sick of hearing that He’s got a plan
If this is for good, then I don’t understand
I’ve spent my life on my knees
So tell me, where is He?
I can’t go on like this
Wishing that I didn’t exist
If He sent his only Son
Why am I the only one
Who never seems to get this down
Who wishes he was in the ground
If God can help me through my anger
Where, the f***, is He?
If He lives in my heart
Why am I so empty?
If He kicks out the devil
Why’s he live rent free?
Why do I never seem to feel
The God that my father says can heal
All of my wounds and my pain
If He’s here, then where is He?
If He’s here
Why do I feel alone?
If He’s good
Why do I only groan?
If He cares
Why do I still suffer?
If He’s there
Why is this another
Day alone
Crying on my phone
If He’s here, where is He?
That God is there for me
But if He’s always by my side
It’s too damn hard to see
.
If He lives in my heart
Why am I so empty?
If He kicks out the devil
Why’s he live rent free?
Why do I never seem to feel
The God that my father says can heal
All of my wounds and my pain
If He’s here, then where is He?
.
Does He really see my heart?
Did He love me from the start?
If He does and He did
Where the hell is He, then?
If He’s here for me
Then explain, where is He?
.
I’m so sick of hearing that He’s got a plan
If this is for good, then I don’t understand
I’ve spent my life on my knees
So tell me, where is He?
.
I can’t go on like this
Wishing that I didn’t exist
If He sent his only Son
Why am I the only one
Who never seems to get this down
Who wishes he was in the ground
.
If God can help me through my anger
Where, the f***, is He?
.
If He lives in my heart
Why am I so empty?
If He kicks out the devil
Why’s he live rent free?
Why do I never seem to feel
The God that my father says can heal
All of my wounds and my pain
If He’s here, then where is He?
.
If He’s here
Why do I feel alone?
If He’s good
Why do I only groan?
If He cares
Why do I still suffer?
If He’s there
Why is this another
Day alone
Crying on my phone
.
If He’s here, where is He?