this is my last blog for now so that means its going to be a lot lol btw I'm not going to be online for idk how long maybe 3 hours on next thursday and Friday (May 7th and 8 its math btw..) also today is my last day to be talking sooo enjoy it whi...
i feel like I'm being annoying...*ik what u guys are going to say "ur not annoying" yes I am...rlly annoying...* so this could be the last blog or the last of me being talktive....so enjoy it while u can (sry if that sounded weird) ur guys are pro...
the next blog is going to be longer prob going to be my longest one yet XD anwyays btw here's a little warning: don't look at past chats/messages including the ones that u didn't know that a nvm but just don't look at ur past chats/messages just d...
wut will u guys do if I suddenly stop talking entirerly?
if u dare in my option its not that bad...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRu1GaXxJuc
I'm probably going to be more quieter other then in dms probably going to be more active if I have anyone to talk to there...srry
what is one or more things that u guys like/love abt me? (as friends)
Im tbh kinda used to ppl ignoring me at this point but hey its ok idc at this point…block me? Its ok i can pretend it doesnt..hurt.. be rude/harsh to me? I can put it inside of me….i can also pretend it doesnt hurt…i make myse...
my luck is bad my days are almost always bad I almost always somehow manage to ignore myself....almost everything/everyone hates me (other then u guys) uh ig that's it for now baii
just curiostiy lol I just wanna know btw the next blog is going to be probably longer XD sry
sry...if i change...anyways im probably going to be more quieter....for..reasons.,...one reason is so i wont get told to shut up...(i actually got told to shut up by someone ik irl..)
what on earth did I miss?? anyways anyone missed mee? (prob not tho)
bc I have spring break and idk if I'm allowed to be on here rip my nofications when I come back its going to be over 200 ik that for sure...T^T OH WELL once I come back i'll probably change a lot......sry anyways baii
does couch David? say that to u?.....I rlly hope I'm not the only one if so...THEN HE"S A FVVKING P3D0!.there now u can see it better..
I still dont understand how u guys even care abt me?..like why? I kinda understand anwyays bye...
im done saying "I'm fine" or "I'm ok" I'm done acting like everything is ok or fine I'm done with ppl being rude/harsh to other ppl like what's the fvvking reason? with my luck and my days getting better? PFTT yeah right..with ppl being b****s.? f...
if all I get is ignored? yes I understand if u didn't see the message but its ok at this point...I'm getting used to it and slowing starting to not care..its whatever anyways bai (this is the last blog before the long ahh one sry)
ok so uhm idk if I'm going to be online yet next week bc next week is spring break for me...so uhm yeah..how's ur guy's day so far? mine is going bad fr bad oh well kinda good to kinda bad mostly bad anyways the next blog is probably going to be w...
im trying to make myself stop smiling?...
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/I0eRYk9Dghc this is so real..anyways probably going to be more quiet....due to stuff anyways baii
(probably 700 smth or smth idk I don't remember I worked very hard on this...so yeah please enjoy this *even tho I had 0 motivation to do this* also this is actually to get to know me better! ^v^)
why I hate getting ignored: bc it actually hurt...
im trying my hardest and best but who even sees that in me? all they see in me is only my kindess or something else in me...nothing else only my niceness, my kindness litterly nothing else in me..anyways baii
and it scared the living sh- outta me it woke me up two times..TWO FLUFFING TIMES...T^T no I'm not even kidding it almost made me cry bc of how bad I'm terrifed of them and it was with lighting anyways baii
im going to be working on smth {probably going to be long idk how long yet) and yes idk if u guys even want a part four of https://www.chess.com/blog/angst_lover/sudden-dissaprance anyways dont mind the picture anyways baii
I miss you more then anything!
c'mon show me you miss me to...
c'mon show me you got reborned..
c'mon show me you still remember me
I miss you more then anything!
I still love you...
c'mon show me you still know how I am..
c'mon show...