ALWAYS

Hi Guys,

This is another blog of mine. I dedicated this to someone special I'd met here. I hope you'll all like it.

I'd met you with a surprise. I really did not know what the rules and regulations for this site. I only know how to play chess. I did not know what is live chess??? What's the difference between bullet and blitz??? What is 0/30, 5/2, 15/10???? etc. What is rated and unrated??? You challenged me in blitz and you won. We started to talk and exchange fb account and became friends. We became a chat mate in gmail, exchanging messages and enjoying each other company. You're the first person I get comfortable with. You're so nice and really a gentleman. We played a lot of chess games. I learned from you a lot and about online chess.

I learned that you knew how to play guitar......oh I'm impressed. I think strumming guitar is one of a turn on. You sent me the one you played just for me. You strummed it in guitar...."You needed Me" Im really touched for that. I made it my ring tone on my mobile.

You helped me to ease my boredom and heal a broken heart. You gave me support and hope for a new day.

I sent you a copy of this song.....

and you answered it "its really hard to see how our story could end".

Days passes by.....and our friendship got stronger. You're my shield and protector. 

What about this poem???? You send it to me...

You really did not know.....you became a part of my heart. You're so important now!!! I could not help falling for you.

"You drive me crazy. You make me cry. You're close as if I can catch you. But when I do, you get far away like the wind."

Here's a english translation of this song....

MAGICAL HEART

Insufficient a song
Even honest man's feelings
And you wanting more slave graces

I never take all the notes
To me you should not feel sorry
More than that I do
To listen

Chorus:
Rain or storm
Earthquakes of the world
And shouting volcano
I'll stop, I'll stop
You gave me a magical heart
Thanks verify pursue all
I love you

Absent friends the terms
In his estranged harm
With incomparable desire to love you

Chorus

The cry of volcanoes and earthquakes of the world
I'll stop if you love
You gave me a magical heart
Thanks verify pursue all

I love you 

I can't explain why I love you. Since the day we met, the feeling is magical. All I know is that you became the most important person in my life.
When I think about you, a sweet smile appears on my lips. Our moments together remain as sweet memories.Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up thinking of you and I wish on a star that wherever you are, you are thinking about me too.
How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to. Life won't mean a thing without you loving me and all I need is you in my life.
Love you HONEY. 

With you I learned to dream again.....hoping for tomorrow. Even if my heart had been broken to pieces. You taught me to pick up the pieces and start anew.With your help I started believing again with my self.With your care and belief I'd shone so bright.

     "A day without you is like a day without light because you light up my life. Each time I miss you a star falls from the sky, So if you look up at the night sky and find it dark with no stars, its all your fault, you made me miss you too much. One day you will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life. You will walk away from me without knowing that YOU ARE MY LIFE! If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?" 

You always said that you wanted me to be happy and never make me cry.

Maybe Im really naive, a fool, a crazy.....coz I believe in you!!!

You told me that "you have my heart".....yeah you are correct!!! You took my heart.....but why???? You only took it but never want to do anything about it. You hurted me unconciously, you took me for granted. I tried a lot of time to say goodbye......and move on.

     "The love that wasn’t forever isn’t meant to be, choose life and start again. Sometimes if you are lucky, love will find you and fill your heart again. Recovery does take time, hurting comes like a flash of lightning, but the repair resounds and rumbles like thunder till everything is washed away by the showers of healing.Some things take time & energy. Don’t judge! The heart or the head heals in its own time."

"A HEART DIEs when it is not able to share's it's feelings...a HEART KILLs itself when another heart does not understands its feelings....!!!!"

"When all seems lost and lonely for you
And you dont really know what to do
Look inside your heart and see
There in a special place, I will be. 
As I lie awake in my bed. All sorts of thought run through my head, Like why do I love you as much as I do. Then I realise its because you are you!
You are always in my heart, here and everywhere, There is no one in the whole world that makes me feel this way.You know what, in the whole world there is no such a "honey" whom I love and I want the whole world to know that I will never forget you!" 

"A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.."

Until now i really tried to forget you......ease the pain and start my life again. Maybe someone will bring back the part of my heart you took. Someday......somehow......somewhere i'll start dreaming again.

"I write about you because I need you to exist in my world somewhere, and everytime I write about you, you exist everywhere."

Someday,we'll forget the hurt,the reason we cried and who caused us the pain.We will finally realize that the secret of being free is letting things unfold in their own way and own time.After all,what matter is not the first,but the last chapter of our life...So smile,laugh,forgive,believe and love all over again...ALWAYS.

Thanks for reading this blog. I hope you enjoying it. Your comments is always welcome.

Take care