What the hell happened?
John, from Endgame clothing Tee-shirts shipped me a shirt for me to debut at the event. I liked the “label-less” design making it an extremely comfortable tee around the neck. I felt like it rivaled the magical powers of the fabled three wolf moon shirt which seems to be reaching cult-lke status. I think we should start similar stories with these fine shirts from endgame clothing. They definitely made me feel all Caro-Kann like. Which leads me to my next good point, I got to play the 4…Nd7 variation of the mainline Caro-Kann ( more on this later). Chess serves a good diversion from life’s other stresses and believe me, despite losing all four games, I needed this diversion this weekend in particular.
Plus, I got to distribute flyers for the Fundraising Chess event. I also got another donation over the weekend. Thanks to all who have contributed to this good cause.
Our youngest child of teenage angst, decided to pick THIS weekend to act up in a way that I can’t get into here. All I will say is that instead of round 3 on Saturday morning, my wife and I were talking to the police and our anniversary plans for Monday were put on hold due to a sudden requirement to bring said child to Juvenile court. Things had been building up for the past couple weeks which took my energy away from preparing for this event. Why didn’t I just withdraw? Chess is my meditation. Because our daughter acted up in such an extreme way, we both needed a diversion to regroup before court on Monday. My wife, who is not all that found of these events, chose to come with me to decompress as we had the older siblings ( all in their 20’s) keeping watch on the troublemaker. Otherwise, there might have been blood shed had we not sought respite.
I had a bye for the first round because of work schedules so I went into round 2 not so fresh. I was paired with some Asian kid fresh from soccer camp and god knows who which GM-class chess coach was funded by the parents for this event. He played the advanced against my CK. I actually had a strong center. All it took was one move and letting down my guard of checks and balances. Instead of double rooks on the c-file, I doubled on the f-file because that choice initially looked cool. As soon as I lifted my finger I saw the combination which ended up dropping a piece.
Round 3 I had to frantically contact Bill Goichberg for an emergency Bye. I made it to round 4 in a cloud, I had white, 1.d4 d5 2. c4 e5 I was already out of MY book and never prepared for this… yes … I know… it can be a fairly common response to QGD, but I never had encountered it before this time and had been playing d4 for quite some time. Instinct had me taking e5 3. dxe5 d4 4. e3 Bb4+ 5 Bd2 dxe3 6. Bxb4 exf2+ 7. Ke2 fxg1=N+ 8. Ke1 Qh4+ 9 g3 Qe4+ white resigns. He showed me several typical lines of this particularly sharp game. The problem was that I was dulled by all the external events. Thank you for the brutal lesson.
It gets worse. Round 5, what do I play against 1.b3? I try to channel my hypermodern ancestors, Alekhine, Reti and Tartakower. I decide to play to control the center, I come out of the opening with 2 pawns and it looks like I finally have a great game. But no, my mind was still clouded and I remove my defender of king side, the knight on f6. That’s all it took. He plants a queen on g3 and with the impending doom from his long range archer on b2 snatched defeat from jaws of victory.
Lastly, round 6, I get to play 4…Nd7 against some other poor soul having a bad tournament. He plays the more passive 5 Nf3 Ngf6 6.Ng3. I was prepared for the Ng5 and Bc4 lines which were sharper. This passive line allows me to set up normally like the mainline and I even got the c5 move in and had time to maneuver into position. But once I got all my players in place, I attempted to get complicated and started a dubious attack on his King side which lead to dropping a knight and the point.
I’m not freaking too badly over the HUGE LOSS OF RATINGS. The beauty of chess is that there’s always next time. Heck, if my rating drops enough maybe I can be a menace at the next event by playing in a lower section! I needed to take my mind off the other issues for a brief period of time, this was just what the doctor ordered. I think my rating will recover sooner than my child not being grounded.