Believe me, i used to think close to same. But i did not realise actually i am wasting my time with online chess. First the excuse was i am not that good yet for OTB tournament. So i played many games and watched tons of videos for more than year online. Then suddenly 2 years passed... And i did not study or played that much... i was just playinh bullet and that gave me joy and fun. I got better indeed.. but.. not as much if i had spend time on OTB tournaments.
All that time solving tactics.. watching videos and wasting time on one more bullet or blitz games but end up playing 20 more every day.. went out of control.. just be organized. Play 30 min for example no more, study 1 hour no more.. etc.. Then next month you dont play chess except for OTB tournaments and you will end up having even more free time for other stuff.
I wish I had the time and energy to play rated otb games. I have a demanding job and a young family. My wife already busts my chops for all the online related chess stuff I do. I really want to improve at this game over the course of my life but I have no aspirations of being anything but a good online player. Playing online is the show for me.