(1) Judging by your games, you shouldn't be thinking much about openings - instead, you should practice tactics more, and also just play a lot of chess games with the goal to not hang your pieces or lose to basic tactical ideas. This is what will determine how well you play, until you are much much stronger.
(2) If you insist, I would recommend the Sicilian Kan. The vast majority of open Sicilians are NOT for beginners, and some are not even good for intermediate players, and only for masters. The Sicilian Kan is good for beginners because black generally doesn't have to worry about early attacks by white in the opening.
The Sicilian has so many variations which one should players spend time studying?