@Battlechess
Ok
Lets all calm down please.
He could be telling the truth.
I watched my father dying from a brain tumor.
@Battlechess
Ok
Lets all calm down please.
He could be telling the truth.
I watched my father dying from a brain tumor.
It is not a lot. It is three people. I found them on a forum I told you about months ago. I told you then. So say as you want, lol. Also that is the first time you admit you are female. You normaly say all sorts of slang. Here are several quotes. " We cisgender people", " 'female' would not necessarily apply", " 'Girl' is a social construct", "I haven't admitted to my natal sex yet, now, have I?" "Quite obviously, not a guy at heart. haha Now, whether or not I'm a male physically".
So yeah I gave up long ago tring to figure out your sex. I was not sure if you knew. So sorry if I just go with what ever.
I never questioned that you said you were dueling individuals at this "other forum"; simply that you were making up the fact that they were Japanese. Who knows if you're simply making up these players altogether.
Did you want to try again, elusive wapiti?
lol. Hard to find Elk, lol? What? So why do you question where they are from. If you must know. I know them first from a Japanese Dark Souls (It is a game) forum. They spoke of a shogi forum, so that is what inspired me to draft them. I tried for a lot more, but failed. I have like 30-40 japanese DS2 friends on my PS. I prefer how they play, and work together. Nothing like US players. Sad how I must go into that much detail. For something so meaningless. Because you are,.... well sort of fucked up in the head. That is okay, I have grown to love it :)
I enjoy that it bothers you so much tho. I do not even have to try. I am curious, are you bi-polar? I almost missed your rants. They always put a smile on my face. I enjoy seeing your triggers. The fun we would have if we ever met.
You know, the more you say that it "bothers" me, the more I'm beginning to think that you are bothered by other people noting how easy it is to provoke you****.
Well, I suppose it matters little to me. If my "bi-polar" behaviour is so entertaining to you, I suppose I'm glad you're enjoying it.
At the end of all of this, however, I think you know why people from this forum and in real life don't like you. Ah, but you laught at that, right?
****You, dear Erik, were the one who attempted fraily to refute my "nonsense" by reserving an entire paragraph to talk about 'evidence' of other people playing your variant. You've done this several of times in the past where you "crush my nonsense" by rash-branting over hear-say accounts that no one has seen actual tangible proof of, only to then go on this huge babble about how you go on facts and I go on emotions (and that, because of response to you, I make you laugh.)
If it makes you feel better. You are right about one thing. Tho I love my 6 set game. I really do not care for the 4 set game, that I tend to be stuck playing. So you are right that I still want to mod it more. Not the 6 set. That is perfect I feel. Just the 4 set. I can't figure out how I want it tho. I do not mind droping the battering ram, fortress, dutchess, and duke. Because their moves are hard to remember and play verse. (maily just to royals are hard, the other to are just diferent). So I want five sets. I'm am happy with just the four pawns types tho. I just have not had the free time to play with things. To see if I can come up with a smaller version. I like as much as my 6 set game.
I don't know why that would "make me feel better" about anything, since that isn't even pertinent to what I was talking about.
But anyways, I shall always remember how much I entertain you with my alleged emotional bi-polarity.
Yes I know. You are upset & want me to be too. Yet this is fun for me. I did have more fun on facebook tho. You let your defences down more. I could get in your head better. You don't give me much here, so it is not as much fun. Yes I am provoked easy. Because I look for it. Because unlike you, it does not stress me out. I look forward to your debates. Not so much here, becuase you get too defensive. Still sort of fun tho. I love that we are so diferent in emotional drive. I have little to none. You are overflowing with it. I am happy to admit I feel little to nothing. You are shamed by how your emotions drive you. Tho you admited it on FB several times. You deney it here. That intrigues me.
Yet you are more honest when it is just you and me. You act like your normal go lucky, happy, kid hearted self. The entire context of how you speak is different here. So I mainly see it as fake. Because that is not how you act. Why do you put up sp many fences? To try and not let people see you? I think I prefered you on facebook, even if you still had your random trantrums there too. I will admit. You don't do that childish ignore shit. When others are in on the show. I can always count on a reply. I think that is the only reason I still bother. Otherwise I'd just have this fun chat on FB. I get to see more there. Also I was legitimatly asking if you were bi-polar.
Does not make it any less true. Plus most of the detail I have never written before. Yet I do not lie, and you know exactly what I am talking about. So please stop. Unless you enjoy this, as much as I do. Because I have been holding back, a whole lot. Contine with this game and I will really start showing your true nature. Far more than your emotional instability, or you can stop being so cynical & I will be nice. Your call. Unlike you I act the same everywhere. I do not hide who I am.
Contine with this game and I will really start showing your true nature.
Did you just brand your own emotional instability with "showing [your] true nature"?
I wonder if you're one of those all-words-no-action bullshitters in real life who knows how to talk.
Far more than your emotional instability, or you can stop being so cynical & I will be nice.
Aw, did my cynicism hurt you? Bad BattleChess.
I'm already sorry that you think your "real nature" intimidates me and my emotional instability; since it's probably not anything I haven't already observed from you for many months on here.
But, if anything, it looks like you want to continue this game, even without my calling it.
I aready said you do not bother me. You can not even decide your own sex, even tho it was decided for you at birth. So there is no wonder as to why you are so emotional. Please read through this post. You instigated everything. I just call you out on it. Then you make up some bullshit, & try to do the same to me. Yet you always go on uneducated guess, based on zero fact, and nothing more. I do not need to explain how stupid that is.
Even worse off, you believe it. I bet you are mild paranoid sycophantic. I have friends that can test you to see for free, as a favor to me. You should look it up. Because your believing something based on nothing more than, your own made up reality. Is getting bad. It happens over and over.
I have called you out on it over 60 times now. I have been logging them. Your little delusion about me making up that I had Jap friends. Is a wonderful exmple. Sad thing is, you can not even see that you do it. Even when pointed out, plan as day. Which means you have some form of disorder. Please let me help you find out which one.
You must had missed my edit prior about how I explained why I speak to you as if you are a guy. Quoting several of the fucked up things you said. You bring on all your own drama. I love how you won't comment on how fake you are. I just made a whole list of screen shots from FB to show how you truly act.
Shit you do not even make valid points anymore. I feel like I am debating with a child. Get over yourself. Unlike me, you have no insight in to how people are. You never went to school for it, let alone make a living from doing it, or even have the first clue how to do it. Yet I can and will have at least 30 of my FB friends tell you they never met someone that can do as I do. So stop trying. You need to know how to do something. In order to be able to do it. Plus it takes years to even get sort of good at. What you are doing is showing a disorder. Do you even understand the term 'fact'. Becuase your half ass guess. They are not fact retard. (I'm smiling as I write that, so don't be a dumb ass, and think that is a display of being upset. I insult dumb people for enjoyment. Clearly they need it to learn)
Sorry it bothers you so much. That I was able to get in your head on FB. It was a lot of fun. You were nothing new. You have been nothing but a whineass sense then. I have the conversations to prove it. lmao. Stop speaking like a teen. I know you are at least booksmart, even if you lack common sense. When you can think straight. All you need to do is stop the emotion, to stop the unlogical thoughts. Not that hard. Yet clearly for you it is impossible.
Your little delusion about me making up that I had Jap friends. Is a wonderful exmple. Sad thing is, you can not even see that you do it.
If all you're doing is stating "Japanese friends from other chess forum!" without any actual substantial evidence that you have played these oponents, I think the first-hand nature of any half-witt would be to not take you seriously.
Hear-say and say-so doesn't say very much as far as evidence goes, Bubba. What saddens me is that, despite my "calling you out on it 60 or so times", you cannot see this dilusion of yours.
Oh, but right. I know already how you're going to respond: something along the lines of
1 - "I don't need to prove nuttin' to nobody, since I know the truth. It entertains me that you're so emotionally shaken that you have to care so much about these things."
~~Or~~
2 - "I have already talk about it multiple times; all you do is pick and choose what you want to reply to while ignoring others."
You say the same rhetorical and hackneyed shit to the point where it's just second-nature's prediction. You're probably going to post yet another really long post about the same voojshwahz that no one actually reads, trying to fight off your own "emotional instability" as provoked by having read my posts.
No dipshit, people do not assume everything is a lie. Unless they have reason to do so. I did not think you could see it. If you could it would not be a disorder. It would be done with intent. Okay then I will just prove it, with your own messages. I was not joking when I said I can arrange for you to be tested for free. You sure you do not want to take me up on that offer. Because I would have to call in a large favor to do it. Yet I think you are worth it. Maybe I am wrong. Lets find out.
Also I take apart most everything you say. You pick what you respond to not me. I point it out a lot. Please give some examples of you doing so to me,lol. You just take what I use for you and try to appie it to me. That is a childs mentality. Do not believe me? Look it up stupid.
Lets lmore about what sex you are. I will post all the stuff from FB. So everyone knows where we left off. I forgot. You are the one that picks what you reply to. Not me. Your dumb ass never gives examples. I do. That is the 'proof' I use. Your own words dipshit. You never do that. You assume and put words and examples in your head, that never happen. Then say they did.
That is what makes you so fun. You have to be messed up to do that. Plus you can't see you do it. So you cannot stop. I can forever make you look like a fool. From that alone. While not having to worry, you can win the debate show. Because you do not even have a clue how to.
I make a living doing stuff like this(debating). So of course I look forward to it. Unlike you, as I already said & you already proved.This is only stressing you out, lol. I know you know at least that much tho. Yet your bullshit continues.
Plus anyone reading this can see I go into more detail. With everthing I expose you do. Even more so, than each last time, I did it. Each time with new example, to prove the same old point. So if you had a clue. You would see that you let me, point out every .That proves you have a mental disorder.
Yes I must repeat as to why each thing is bad, in the same way. Yet every new thing I point out, is still a new thing I point out. All to prove a old point yes. I love how dumb & smart you can be at the same time. The more you show me you can't see it. When I point it out plain as day. The more crazy you look.
Also you have no idea the show you provide. I always have a house full when I chat with you. This is a show. My friend Kayla S. Was watching from the very first FB chat. When you started hitting on me. She came up with half my replies. Please find her on my friends list and ask her yourself, because I know you do not believe. You are by all means, a really good show. They help me pick apart what you say. Funny, I never planed on telling you that....O well. You are so messed up. I thought it would make you stop, without it being because I beat you. I see know it will fuel you. How did I not see that prior....Knowing that will change nothing. Because your mind will not let it be fact. Even if she tells you herself. Yet you do not have a disorder or anything, in your mind, lol. My friends Dex, Mr. D and Ford are watching now. I can have them send you a hello message on FB, if it helps you see truth. You are better than most shows. No one loses interest in the crazy shit you say.
Prime law of lobbying. You can not convince a person they are wrong. There is no point in trying. You can convince a large group they are wrong tho. I have told you that before.
So now let me gather up all the quotes. That prove You can not even decide your own sex, even tho it was decided for you at birth. Because aside from Kay and two other girls. No one has seen those post yet. They are bugging me to stand up to my word. By using them to prove you are a head case.
(See? What did I say about the long post of rhetoric?)
Next episode:
He calls me a "dipshit" and a "stupid". He thinks that having other people*** read our conversation would make me any less confident in what I've been calling him out on. Coming from the 35-year-old 8th-grader who refers to me as "emotionally unstable". (I would think that if you needed other people to "watch the show" in order to back you up, the rightful owner of emotional instability would be clear.)
You're having fun with this, are you?
***Obviously, Bubba, the people who are associated with you are likely going to see your side of it first; of course they're going think of me as "emotionally unstable" and such, because that's how you presented me to them.
I was twice, sort of. Plus it does not mean smartest. School is a trick, that can be learned & manipulated. You do not need to be smart to ace everything. Mind you, you can't be a fool.
First time it was taken away, and given to Val Breed. Because I missed 127-of 180 days of school. So the grades held no meaning. I could not take the finals. The following year I made up for it a claimed it. Val(who happened to be my neighbor too) can memerize anything. Like my mom could. Yet she can not apply it. Tto a single skill, craft or trade. Outside of her math skills. So she is truly not that smart at all. Just book smart. She also lacked a lot of common sense. While to this day lives of the system. So being smart is a little deeper than that.
I am truely surprised you read the whole thing. If you are not drawn to the drama. That surprises me.
I willl answers your thoughts tho.
1) Takes little time to write this. I look when bored or bugged by a friend to look. Otherwise I find other thing to do. My jobs give me a lot of free time.
2)I do not care about his opinion. I have three main reasons I do this.
A] I love debating, it is what I do. I live very well from it. While learning more, the more I do it. So as much as he/she or what ever believes, I enjoy this. As much as it frustates s/he, I think s/he likes it too. While on a different level. It is a need or desire to win. Something that can not be done in a two person debate. Without outside influence. Where as I enjoy the core of the debate, in itself.
B] I am encouraged to do so. Plus I have a beat going. That I can convince him to get tested. My friend does not thing I can(posting that, just made me lose that bet, most likely) I know a lot in this feild of study. Because of who I know. I really want to know if I am right. Because I don't say it to be mean. I say it to see if I was right.
C]I am still curious what sex s/he is for real. I enjoy insight into non normal thinking minds. What makes them tick. I enjoy seeing to two side of his/her personality. Sadly no one on here has gotten to see the fun side, yet. Also if it is a disorder that causes that too, or is it simply a fetish to a strong desire. To the point of shame. So the way they speak of it in riddles. Is a manner to mask it.
3)Nothing that is a priority, no. This is a way to kill time. No different than playing a game to me.
4)If you read through our debates. You will see I do just jump back on topic. Like nothing. Normaly before they can even reply. I do it on purpose to show I am not upset. That I say this without a stressful emotional drive. Rather an enjoyment. Plus most this started from s/he telling me why I made changes to the game. Only hearing their own delusions, and nothing more. While basing their guesses on nothing. Except more guess. While just jumping to a new made up thing. As soon as I prove with great detail. The prior accusation. Rather than even defend how I prove they are wrong. As if he could know why I did something, when we think so very different. You need great sympathy and empathy to do that.
5) Aside from me belittling him/her. For not debating right. Which they can simply look up how to properly do. I do speak well. I adress all his/her points. While using both example and fact while doing so. Doing my best to not use opinion. While making it very clear when it is opinion, and not using that to prove the point. There are two options as an adult. Like them think they are right, when they are not, or prove them wrong. Being the 'bigger man'. Only lets those who were wrong think they are right. Making it harder on the next person, every time. That is stuck trying to convince them to see their fualt. Because someone enforced it as true, in their head, prior. It hurts things. Just because people would rather not be bothered. They are not always being the 'bigger man'.
I addressed the last part to me. In my opening statement.
Once again, a sensible thread demoted to these two idiots bickering over a variant that no-one plays.
Seriously, one of you just block the other. Then create your own thread and we don't have to see what is going on. How many hours do you have to waste creating long walls of messages that don't even matter?
1) You've never met each other in real life (I presume).
2) What makes you so concerned about one another's opinion? Shrug it off; life continues
3) I'm sure you have better things to do that this
4) If you really don't, then try to contribute rather than resorting to baseless ad hominem attacks
5) Um...you're both adults. Start acting like ones.
@Acer: If you really were the smartest high-schooler in the country, I think you know better than to post here.
@Battlechess: Why care, really?
FMChessKing Dreamer,
I care because I want to help him promote his variants. I was one of the few who expressed great optimism in their potential. As I stated, what frustrated me was how, despite my attempt to promote his variant, he threw it away and created a few new ones every other week in order to dodge my suggestions of improvements to him. Why do I stick with him still? That's how much of a good-natured online acquaintance I wanted to be.
As far as caring about the other's opinion: If you read my posts (which you probably didn't have the time to), you will note that I really don't. As Acer testifies, most of the diatribes he has written to me I haven't actually respond to. (I only "respond to what [I] like, while ignoring others". See?)
Please also note, that I have neither been an "idiot", nor have I attacked him once in this entire thread. Merely confronted Acer's behaviour.
That aside, you are right. And, I own up to my end of our petty business here.
Good day.
Ace and I talked about his father before. The first time, I've granted my blessings, but knowing Ace as I've learned, I've been a bit hesitant that he's actually telling the full truth.
Maybe his father is really actually sick; my condolences for the father. I have an infirmed grandmother who misses our dear grandfather, her husband, from a car crash. I don't try to use that as an excuse to leave the forum after starting a childish argument and failing to deliver.