playing just so that you get a 2000 rating because of Beth Hammond, the fictional character, makes no sense. Have you dried taking Opium so that you can see the chess board on the ceiling above the bed? Love the game for beauty of the game, enjoy the challenge and leave the ratings to your accountant.
When the student asked the master how long it would take to get a black belt, the master handed the student his black belt and said, congratulations, lets fight.
coolboi is right. take a week off and then play a game for fun. Its common to take in too much conflicting info at once and make your head spin. good luck and best wishes.
Yea I’ve defeated Beth Harmon age 15 at 3 crowns, which means people who are low rated can beat OP bots