The first two replies in this thread are the reason why Chess has a bad name for being snobby and toxic.
Not everyone is destined to be GM or even get over 1400 but everyone can enjoy the game and help the game grow.
I hope these two trolls are happy the OP deactivated his account.
just incase you reactivate your account, you are not terrible! Your just a beginner. it looks like you opened your account late November! chess is a game that takes time and has to be learnt, no one starts of good! it just starts to click at some point. When I started I was playing with a friend who'd played for years, and I lost every game for about 2 months! But loose or win I enjoyed learning, and figuring it out. Now after about 11 months I'm about 1100, n still improving all the time. Also the people that said you were stupid are just trolls and rated similar to you!
Maybe you didn't play the game in your past life time like we did.