what do you think about this game ?


I would recommend you to work on openings, learn basic opening principals. Because you being a White do not have concrete goal hence you lost your fist move advantage!!
Common idea behind any opening should be-
1. Start with e4 or d4 at beginning.
2. Develop minor pieces like Knight & Bishop
3. King Safety
4. Maximize your piece placement
5. Attack
If you follow above rules you would get decent position after opening.
Overall I would say, you lost mainly due to lack of plan, lack of harmony (coordination) between pieces.
It’s always better 2 have some plan while you play may be good or bad.