was your opponent a bot? links dont work if you want to show us a match with computer.
I’m tired of chess...

was your opponent a bot? links dont work if you want to show us a match with computer.
Ok hold up one sec

I don´t see how you are much better at move 15. I mean, your castle is just destroyed. Sure, you are an exchange up, but your opponent has compensation for it.

like this is just one of many examples where I had a lead on move 15 but I just threw it away... any suggestions? I’m literally winning every single game by move 10-15.
Every now and then, a Chess player needs a break from Chess. Try take a week without Chess, only playing your moves in the "no vacation" daily games (if you have any). Sometimes, even a few weeks off does marvels, renewing the pleasure to play Chess.
True...

Your 24 Re3 by black is a mistake. You give away one whole piece
Yea that was one of those moves that I saw it right after I moved

I've never understood posts like this. You're just going to lose a lot of games, that will never change. Magnus Carlsen could curbstomp any of us in a chess match 99% of the time and even he makes errors, so how do you think you won't?
Anyway with situations like this often the player misinterprets their games. You definitely don't have a decisive advantage by move 15. Your king is in a vulnerable position, in exchange for some material. White activates their pieces and you blundered rook e3. Looking at the game, by the time white plays Rook h1 on move 15, I'd feel much more comfortable playing white, and in fact im sure most humans would pick to play with white from that position. I can guarantee for the majority of your games you think ur decisively ahead it's probably much closer than you think. In fact possibly a reason you're losing these games is BECAUSE you think you're far ahead, so you expect to quickly rap up the game but find it dragging out.

Well I think the main thing is because I know of what level I could be playing at (certainly not anywhere near gm) but I just haven’t been performing well lately.

that happens to everyone. theres periods where you win a lot of games, then theres periods when you lose and are out of form. Again to use Magnus as an example, he lost to MVL in the SCC, lost to Wesley in a couple games as well, doesn't mean he's become worse as a player, just means he's off form.
That will never go away, so instead of worrying about it or letting it get to you just take a break then go back at it, you'll find things will change pretty quickly.

that happens to everyone. theres periods where you win a lot of games, then theres periods when you lose and are out of form.
That will never go away, so instead of worrying about it or letting it get to you just take a break then go back at it, you'll find things will change pretty quickly.
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Just couldn't do it from my phone
principle violated: counter in the center when attacked on the wing.
You were not winning at any point, except for the two moves after white sacrificed his rook, and even then you might not have been winning. I'd say chances are balanced, but white's position is easier to play.

Just couldn't do it from my phone
principle violated: counter in the center when attacked on the wing.
You were not winning at any point, except for the two moves after white sacrificed his rook, and even then you might not have been winning. I'd say chances are balanced, but white's position is easier to play.
👍 you should have seen the game I just played lol ugliest start ever lol, yet at the end I was winning smh got to love it.
like this is just one of many examples where I had a lead on move 15 but I just threw it away... any suggestions? I’m literally winning every single game by move 10-15.