You seem "intellectually curious" to read (and write) only your own posts. And as long as just one person in 260 posts says something supportive of you, then on and on your blather goes.
Study the game of chess if you want to improve. Why is that idea so difficult for you to either imbibe or grasp?
"Study Brings Wisdom. Practice Brings Perfection," cf. Johan Hellsten, Mastering Chess Strategy (2010). So get with the program, PLEASE.
Chuck, you make some good points.