I watched one of your videos... It kind of reminds me of my childhood... At that time, we enjoyed playing with each other and we enjoyed talking with each other while we play... I think it is good if you try playing with a friend and we love it when young aspiring chess players play with each other... I suggest try playing OTB with other players...
Best Wishes...
Ideas to get my channel to more subscribers only at 6 currently. Thanks if you give advice. channel: https://www.youtube.com/@TheChessNut