I get your low elo but like some of these moves dont even make sense. I have a good understanding of the low elo brain since i am low elo andi can tell from knight g5 you want to put the bishop on c4 and fried liver ur opponent because you played a smart move e4 to remove the defense of the c4 square. But why the heck did you play knight xf7?
Did you think you were witty alien and doing the alien gambit? Thats the only thing that makes sense on move 20 you blundered checkmate with queen f1
I get if you blunder a piece but what josh is saying is these blunders dont make sense. like with queen a3 blundering the queen it makes sense that your just tryna pull your queen back. but what josh is saying is knight f7 literally makes no sense and it's unexplainable. And it looks like your just trying to lose on purpose
if your going to blunder. at least have it make sense
He did not take it I took the queen and won eventually