I've lost to much games... I'm not playing rating games ever again..

where?

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until I get good I'm not playing rating games... if I do I won't learn much cause of the sight of getting your rating even lower... So I'll be playing unrated... for a couple months until I get very good at chess...

Yes, everyone knows that playing only unrated games is the way to improve your chess....

Perhaps consider an alternate plan...

Improving Your Chess - Resources for Beginners and Beyond...

https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell/improving-your-chess-resources-for-beginners-and-beyond

https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell

RussBell’s links are worth a look. He has broad knowledge of chess literature and has organized his suggestions well.

Take an English class, too. Your poor grammar and spelling make it difficult to understand what you are trying to say.

be nice they said, be friendly they said, they probably thought they didn’t need to add “please don’t mock people’s way of expressing themselves, it’s a global thing here”.