cheater_1, you are tragic.
Tragic, for you are not driven because you want something: you are driven because you think that being driven is what you want. This engine story is the vessel for your queeste, but it is pointless.
Reality does not materialize from claims. You will never attain anything real from relentless desire in itself, and yet you desire for nothing but the existence and acknowledgement of these traits in yourself.
I fear that only if everyone respected you for being brutally honest, relentless in your pursuit of things - in general in possesion of all the traits you single out as virtuous -, only then would you understand.
Therefore, I acknowledge all the virtues you deem present in yourself, and salute their existence. But if this leads to nothing, I can not but feel sad because you are then only them, a hollow container, striving for their recognition without a real purpose for yourself.
Now, you are a slave of this image. But it is only you that can break the chains.
Do you have a minor in linguistics as well cheater_1?
I find your use of fractions interesting... 1/10th of the energy you put into engine building you say? This same energy that had you just use other peoples code? this same energy that has you "building" your engine at a hobbyist level?
Or perhaps to put it another way - 1/10th of the energy to make a chess engine that was rather unremarkable would result in someone being a master at chess... unless of course they arn't a child. Because well you have to start studying hard* (about 1/10th of stealing code to make a program) earlier or much like SLA (second language acquistion) it is in your words "IMPOSSIBLE" to become both a master of chess and fluent in a second language the older you get. There have been STUDIES that prove it. Well with evidence like that I guess you have to be right.
I really hope the producers of REAL chess engines have thanked you for increasing the demand for their products. Also I'm sure you have a framed letter from Kasparov thanking you for showing him that training with engines would improve his game.
Thanks cheater_1 for claiming credit for things that have been happening without you for as long as I remember.
As a side I'm not sure if I actually want you to stop posting or not. The more you post the more silly all your claims sound. This tickles me. I think that maybe Erik should create an imaginary land section on the forums for posters like you.