well this morning 6 more games 6 losses but all games above 30 moves each if i could just keep it stable at 30 plus moves per game loss that is more goal today
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well saturday is going badly - 6 games 6 losses thats usuall- whats not is 3 of the games where under 6 moves -- only two over 30 moves - so its raining right now so no outside work maybe i can try a few more games to correct the ship here -
well thats better games are all over 30 moves except one - off to lunch
sunday morning 4 losses 2 wins 2 draws - hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm all the losses where only over 20 moves - wins where against 100 players like myself so ----and split morning i guess --
well thing are going better tonight iam at 139 rating -- wowwowowowwow for me and the losses i had where over 25 moves each loss -- so not bad for a sunday night -- can't wait for monday morning
things where going better yesterday -- but back at 100 again 6 losses in row-- 2 games below 10 moves-- the rest above 25 moves - playing alot of 200-250 players - some 100 players but mostly a lot better than me -- going down that rabbit hole again i think --only its darker than before
that rabbit hole is getting deeper and darker now need to stop completely this game - at least a time away --
tried a couple of sessions this tuesday morning lost all 5 games -- all under 20 moves -- will try another 5/6 games than that is it thanks all
i have i think found my nich- one minute games - up to 137 today and as high as 157 today never beed that high before -- while try to plY MORE LATER TODAY
that niche i found was all for nothing --- as soon as i thought i was doing well up to 139 and even higher i crashed back to 100 just as fast -- seems my moves o was thinking about didn't work on most people just complete idiots which i can beat - idiots just like my self
so back to 5 minutes games and maybe there is something i can salvage before just give the !@#$% up
i have decided to now just play to get 25 moves in on a game and forget about winning or timing someone out to win -- just get 25 /30 moves in before i am defeated and lose -- even when i lose my queen i will still play to see if i can stall the opponent from crushing me. think this is the best course of action so i don't just give up on this game as it is sooooooooooooo depressing to lose every single game except when someone throws a game -- thats even worse and it happens plenty of times here . so 25 moves is the goal for tonight games each time i play
today three lost games so far over 25 moves and one win morning going far to luck warm so far
this afternoon played four games all where over 40 moves so that was a slight improvement with fifth game a draw so i wait till tonight to see if i can continue getting between 25 moves and 40 moves for maybe 3/4 games we will see
What you are doing now (intentionally losing in order to decrease your rating) is considered cheating.