And to be certain, even in Rapid where I am an 1100 player I get destroyed by 1300 players as well.
What's the most you've ever tilted in a day?

but i do think you should probably be like 700-800 bullet, so maybe you're just getting unlucky with your opponents
Well thanks for that. I do believe I should be around 750 as well considering I usually don't go all out, and I take too much time, but what I'm saying is once I dipped below the 700 rating, that's when the nightmare began, and I ran into insanely solid player after solid player. And I feel there are trolls who intentionally go down to the lowest levels to beat up on the lower rated players.

sandbaggers do exist but it's not abnormal for someone rated 1100 in rapid to have like 300 bullet and blitz, especially if you're used to longer time controls. i've seen it a lot on this site actually. but you're welcome and i wish you best of luck in the future

I fell 300 points in blitz multiple times. That happens less often though. 100 point tilts are pretty common for me.

I usually stop playing if i lose 3 in a row. I lost 36 elo in rapid an havent played a rated game since. I might give it another go today

By the way, I was tilted so bad that this website won't let me enter bullet tournaments because my rating is so much lower than my all time high rating.
i will add that in e3 d4 positions it is very hard to actually blunder anything in the opening because the opening is just solid (but not aggressive), but the knight fork and mate in 1 were very revealing. you also let your time run down a lot, you spend way too much time on the opening. just a general chess tip from me, not relating to bullet, but you have to pay attention to your pawn structure. even if material is even, if one person has bad pawn structure, they will probably win the game. but gg