Why do I even try?

What is the point?

Because by continually trying, you're gradually getting better. Now get out there and keep trying!

Well. I would imagine that ability in chess could be represented by something like a pyramid of those who play it. Either you are at the top or at the bottom. The chances are you are somewhere in between...

We try and climb the pyramid. Those dastardly other chaps don't want us to - the rotten bounders !

I suppose we could try and measure success by our bit of the pyramid we are climbing - and also enjoy the game...

   If after >11,000 games! I was in your predicament, I would either find another hobby or just enjoy the ride.

Take this quiz: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nT0ccONcoWc

I thought we were supposed to climb because its there? And play chess because it will some how lead to world peace. We're givers is what we are! Some of us just give more than others....