1ost-and-found AMA


hey
uhm
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I don't know WHY you like me, but I can't say I share the same feelings. I don't really know you well enough to have any opinions or thoughts on you. I've seen you a couple of times on forums, but not that many. I've had this happen before with someone I won't name, and I'm just not interested in dating at all. That's two in the five months I've been here, and I'm not sure if I want to know who else could possibly think they have a crush on me. There's always more to a person than whatever mask they are wearing when they're dealing with something personal or how they SEEM online. I think I'm too young to date anyone, even if they are possibly around my age. It just feels wrong to me. I honestly find it kind of... odd. We don't know each other, and for all yall know I could be a 50 year-old man instead of a random teen on the forums and vice-versa. I feel guilty turning people down, but I just don't think this whole online dating or OTF crush thing is right for me. I'm more concerned about myself and my safety than a "relationship" or "dAtInG". I'm quite uncomfortable sitting down at night and thinking about stuff like that and all I can answer myself with is "who else? and what the actual f-". It's just... almost nauseating when you wake up, see that you got a DM, expect it to be your friend, but no. It's Dirt letting you know some random dude has a crush on you.
I'm not exactly sure why my experience in forums is going down in such a spiral.