Sorry to hear that ED...
be yourself

Caro you should move on with your life as ED says...forget about your french ...i know it s hard but it s the way forward...don t go back...

yes ed.......sorry also for that...........lot of things happens in life.......some of us are stronger and others not so............it is life

to move on i must think seriously in cloosing here my account and and i will never return................is not so easy tree..........
Thanks, for your 'friend' request, 'carolina'.. But, my 'screen' is already 'cluttered' with announcements, of 'so-and-so' has just 'logged in'!?
.. Kinda, superfluous.. if ya ask me.. given 'tom's 'forum' thread, of which we both, post on! [ :
Speaking, of you feeling 'destroyed'.. as in 'shaken'. - That aint, No coincidence, between, your {perceived}, tragedy, and, the following !

i dont feel good today..............and i just must accept it...............i dont know if i will connect again today.........i returned because i saw the messages of ed..............you are a great person ed........a good friend............i am gratefull with all of you for your messages always kind and friendly.........i love you all.................and this group too...........bisous

I know it s not easy Caro...just choose the way forward...and i dont see why you have to close the account...

i dont like that song and it doesnt help me at all tree..............i dont want to hear nothing today......if you put it for the group it is ok but not for me....sorry
Greetings, 'carolina' .. Based on your feeling 'destroyed' post.. Might that not be, Nature's way, of letting you know, that you had your Life, value- system, in a 'cart-before-the-horse' arrangement ?!
It'll take a while, perhaps.. But, you'll at some point, 'move on'.. {as I have}, when my elderly 'mother'..{whom I lived with}, 'passed on' 15 months ago.
.. She fell down, in our then 'living room' area.. when, apparently, her leg bones, gave out on her - {I even heard her fall, like a big bag, of potatos, or whatever}.. She was about to turn, 95 !