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Hey guys. I'm sorry to announce that unfortunately I am leaving. This will probably be my last evening here on chess.com. Tonight I am running away from home. I'm really sorry I have to say this. Take care. Was nice knowing you all.

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I'm fed up with life lately. My parents have always been pretty verbally (and sometimes physically) abusive, at school no one really cares about me and I don't have any friends at all.

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I've been wanting to do that for a year, but now I'm more ready

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Probably not forever, they will find me at some point, just for a while

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chess.com is on my lap and I'm not taking my phone cuz it can be tracked

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And plus i dont have a smartphone i have a phone with buttons

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nah sorry not risking it

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no... but i live in a pretty safe country and the weather is nice now so its not an issue

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overnight idk, but for food i have 50 euros and i will take some extra food with me.

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basixTheSwexy написал:
It sure was nice meeting you. You always made me smile with your posts!

good to hear this happy.png

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i may come back tho, im not even going far, like a 50 minute drive away from home, they will get me back, im making the search easy for them cuz i dont want to stay on streets forever i just want my parents to finally see how hurt i am that im willing to run

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Yes, and a year ago I was wanting to do it forever, but now I'm more mature, understand that streets are dangerous and I don't want to stay there... I dont want to last a long time, streets are harsh, I would much rather sleep in my bed and eat warm meals at home but with my parents I'm just fed up but maybe thats the only way to be heard by them

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I don't want to, my parents are still pretty nice people, they just have a very controlling parenting style (I don't remember how it's called, but there's a name for this).

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I was called a few names by them, they curse at me and sometimes might push/shove me when they are mad

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yes im 15

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i tried, they just dont want to listen

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ZachGod07 написал:

When u running away?

Tonight, like once moms in bed (and my aunt is in another country, i don't have a father, im raised by mom and my moms cousin)

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basixTheSwexy написал:
They need to relax and listen to some calming Ariana grande music.

Facts!

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haha I did write a note tho

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so that they dont think that i just disappear for no reason but so that they get a clear message