NEED permanent chess friend and girlfriend

Just kidding tho i'm serious in finding someone who wants to play and discuss chess
I'm not that good at chess.

my bf broke up with me on christmas
we did friends with benifits but before we got to sleep together he cut me off now...
we were best friends and planned to sleep together so we joked about doing benifits things
he said i spammed him and then got mad at me i was trrying to help him cuz someone i know was gonna try and f up things with this girl he likes and he said the boys aint gonnan fw him if he fiesnt fw them he said they were cool BUT NEVER TOLD ME YK.....
and idk he was my best friend and the person i was supposed to do it with fir the first time and now im sick sick sick sick and wanna die ngl
Just kidding tho i'm serious in finding someone who wants to play and discuss chess