you: 50 shades of gray
my 11 year old brain: 👀
Anyhow, you could read, "Fahrenheit 451" a book in a world where books are banned, with an oppressive government, kinda like 1984. The protagonist is an anti-hero, who is a book-burner. I think you might enjoy it!
My mother would be triggered if she read the book (or, even worse, watched the movie) 
That must've been so awkward XD
I would have absolutely died of embarrassment
My mother would have been ashamed
also, how do you watch that with your mother and not be embarrassed?? I mean, all the kids at my school say I'm weird, but even I can't attempt a feat of that achievement! It just would be awkward silence
I can't go to school until corona virus ends 😂 but when it does, I'll remember your advice
Any book you can imagine