relax and be yourself


What if the current senses that we acknowledge and are aware of aren't all that exist within nature?
What if there's actually many many more?!
Well.. The 'Andromeda' galaxy, is about '200 million-light-years' away, {and about 3 times bigger than our 'home' galaxy}.. So, mathematically, speaking - Assuming there's 'Life' somewhere among that starry multitude .. There would be {perhaps}, a '3-to-1' ratio, of 'dysfunctional' 'entities'..{people?}, there. - A 'condition' {btw}, that I'm far from being, totally immune from - Is Anyone?! ..lol
"She's ..{meaning 'Nature'}, an old- fashioned, 3 page, love- letter, that holds timeless love - In-a-world-of frequent, relationship- status, updates."
{slightly modified, from the original quotation}.
'Surf' for online quotes, long enough.. and you're bound to find one-or-more - That makes, its' own distinct impression! o:

I'm feeling pretty rough today. Doubting myself and my approach to life. Doubting who I am you know?
I have these moments, it's like I have a fault that runs all the way to my soul and when things aren't going well I think am I bad, am I crazy?
But you know I've looked within believe me I have and I didn't find that at all.
I was thinking of the Maria Carey song hero yesterday and thought of the lyric you don't have to be afraid of what you are.
And you know that's my experience. When I looked within I saw that I loved. I didn't have to fear I'd hurt anyone. I let go you know?

I'm thinking of that movie it's a wonderful life. Don't say it's great. It's bloody depressing. Ha ha. Nice ending though and I love Jimmy Stewart. The Tom Hanks of the past.
I am so thrilled I'm not talking about nature!


I can't control whether or not I hurt people accidentally. I can't control whether or not people hurt me accidentally or deliberately. All I can control is whether or not I deliberately hurt people.
I saw that if I relaxed and was myself that I wouldn't try to hurt anyone. That when we are healthy we naturally love.
So the best approach is not to worry!
But I get it wrong and I upset people and in those moments I feel very low.
There's More than, a 'kernal' of Truth, in the following.. But, realizing your Great reluctance.. {Not to mention outright opposition}, to taking that 'Leap-of-Faith'.. Until then, There will Always be that periodically reoccurring psychological phenomena, of being 'caught' between the " 'Devil' and, the Deep-blue-Sea"!
It's Another Truism, that whenever dysfunctional 'conditions' are allowed to 'Drift' Too Long.. 'Radical approaches'.. {as in 'radical surgery'}, are oftentimes required ! o: