alight this is somthing that happened to me last year and it kinda shucks. it was February 17th and I'm sitting in the school cafeteria (in the morning) when this girl sits a couple seats beside me and seems really pissed. she's using all this profanity and I just decide to ask her if she's OK, she calls me a couple mean names as well as to go fck myself. However she does end up switching up and telling me what's wrong. these group of girls were hazing her and because her ex was spreading lies about her. I just say that I'm sorry that's happening and sets her off again, tbh she was scary. she shares a little more about the situation and we part ways for continue my day just pretending to do school work, then lunch rolls around, I spot her sitting alone and I debate if I should sit with her and talk to her because nobody likes her. I end up doing so but she ends up calling me means names again before telling I can sit with her. I asked her if she's still feeling angry, she says no and we soon walk to go get food. however she says she sees sombody not good, my jack ass tries to lighten the mood and asks if it's the FBI. she called me more mean names. it was her exs new girl freind, turns out she's one of the girls giving her trouble. we soon eat food and we talk about things and of course she calls me mean names. we exchange number and we part ways for class. later on my friends tell me some of the bogus rumors about her and warn me to be careful, I just ignore them because the girl seems pretty normal....not really but I thought so at that time. later on at night we talk on the phone for a couple hours and she's like a normal human person but Is very negative,rude,scary and mean but she has reasons for it. her step-dad is a dick to her and her mom ignores her so it easy to understand why she acts that way. weeks go by and we re good friends, she sometimes greets me by punching in the stomach so that's good. ig. I start to develop feelings for her because when she's not being a menace to society she's really just a female version of me. a month later i decide to call her and tell her that I like her and she says that she already knew that because I was apparently acting like a "little btch" but she says that she likes me to and we talk about how to work things out. things go on good from there. we hang out a lot and chill among "other things" if ykyk. however my grades are in the toilet and I'm failing every class, the school year ends and we continue to just live things up. the new school year starts and it starts off bad because my grade s are Hella low. one day I decided that I need space from her to focus on school, September 9th is when I broke up with her and she didn't take it well. my mind works differently so when she was making a scene I was thinking about how " wow just like on TV!" but I did feel really sad about it. September-December I have straight As and made honor roll. in the middle of December I decide to start talking to Harper again. we were back at ground 0 now, she wasn't the werid,scary,funny person she was and that's my fault. we talk for a while and decide to get back together. Christmas break arrives and I don't hear from her at all. she doesn't return my calls or texts back. I just assume she's busy because it's the holiday season but on December 23 I get a call and Its her only freind she just recently made, she tells me that she had overdosed and I thought that was BS because like why would she go do a thing like that. but I soon find out that the girls who were hazing her ended up telling her that I didn't really mean what I said about getting back with her and that I said some really bad things about her. for what ever reason she believed that and she ended up offing herself. It was one interesting Christmas. I still think about her all the time and just beat myself up on how I could have done things differently. so yeah that's my story. I'm writing a book about it to so that's cool. anyways if you read all this, thanks dude. if you TLDR I understand lol. anyways have a good day yall. stay golden.