this has been the worst week of my life

I’m honestly losing hope. I’ve never had this much happen to me in such a short time, and I don’t know if I can take it. I’ve legit considered suicide as an option. Something is seriously wrong with me, and I don’t want to live as a shitbag who can’t handle a little depression. I know I always have all the answers whenever I helped others in my situation, but I don’t have anything for myself. I don’t enjoy doing anything anymore, and I’ve lost all reasons to live. My dad is an extremist, my mom is doing nothing to change his mind, and all of my friends are fighting. I have nobody left to turn to, and I have nothing to keep me going. I’m trying my best, but I can’t promise anything.

I'll be praying

Idk if it’s worth it to do it life can always get better!

https://www.chess.com/forum/view/off-topic/for-those-dealing-with-depression-and-suicdal-thoughts

https://988lifeline.org/

https://www.theyouthline.org/

Calling or texting 988 works also.

get serious help

*professional

I’m seriously sorry for you, I pray you can improve.

I dont suggest sharing this to the forums. There are many websites and services for you to talk to somebody about this

#4 #8 well, guess what? I don’t care to hear the same old spiel about whatever the usual case is. Thanks for the help (complete sarcasm, fyi)

what part of that was sarcasm though?

If you want advice from otf I’ll give you some advice

Call those hotlines if you want help. We can do nothing for you other than give you comfort that clearly does not make any sort of difference. If you're not willing to call those completely free and always ready hotlines then you are simply a horse who will die of thirst.

You’re welcome. I hope it helps.

#9 he’s just trying to help 😭

Don’t be depressed. It’s useless, understand that you only feel because you are supposed to if you want to survive, however nowadays you can survive without that. Any emotion you feel is not necessary for survival. You control your mind, you must control your mind and choose to not feel sad. The best and easiest way to do this is to control your mind to make yourself feel happy. People tend to think that their body,consciousness, and subconscious are all different parts of a larger organism, while they are, you must realize that you are not your conscience, you are the larger organism. You are in control of everything, including emotions.

anyways that’s what you get for whining on otf instead of actually going to a professional

Idk what I can do for you, if u want to talk DM me

988, m8

lol bad week for me aswell

I hope you get better man