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Burn Out in Chess | April 20th, 2025

Burn Out in Chess | April 20th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 20, 2025
| 168
| 1

There isn't much to talk about for this blog, this is probably more of a vent blog if anything. I barely played chess today, even though yesterday I played in an OTB tournament, as for my online gameplay, I have been playing significantly less. ...

My First OTB Tournament This Month! | April 18th & 19th

My First OTB Tournament This Month! | April 18th & 19th

Flan
| Apr 19, 2025
| 174
| 1

I didn't really write a blog for yesterday. Being completely honest, I was very tilted: I only played seven games that day (compared to probably twenty games as usual), and I only managed to win one. Today it wasn't really any different: I was sti...

Endless Cycle of Fluctuation | April 17th, 2025

Endless Cycle of Fluctuation | April 17th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 17, 2025
| 156
| 0

For the past few days, right after I've reached the legendary 2100 mark, I almost immediately tilted back to 2050-ish. If I had to describe my chess rating during this time in one word, it would just be "fluctuation". Hit me with a three winstreak...

Blitz Robot | April 16th, 2025

Blitz Robot | April 16th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 16, 2025
| 76
| 2

My sleep deprived brain (not necessarily deprived of anything, but it's a funny reference) just invented a new metaphor for my blitz addiction, and I could probably think of seven more if I actually try hard enough. But all of those metaphors: zom...

How I Lost 63 Elo In A Day | April 15th, 2025

How I Lost 63 Elo In A Day | April 15th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 15, 2025
| 53
| 0

How did this swing happened, how did this blog turned the complete opposite from the optimistic letters I wrote yesterday, what the hell happened? This blog is probably the complete opposite, the absolute contrast of whatever I articulated yesterd...

So Close! | April 14th, 2025

So Close! | April 14th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 14, 2025
| 44
| 1

I remember (not that vividly) that somebody asked a question in the Improvers Community Lesson: whenever I reach a peak, I seem to tilt (in his own words: lose a ton of games nonstop) right after that, how do I prevent it? And this is a very commo...

End Of An Amazing Week | April 13th, 2025

End Of An Amazing Week | April 13th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 13, 2025
| 115
| 0

I die a little bit inside every time I lose an endgame or go into a tilt. That is completely normal, we all experience some forms of tilt, and we react differently: some rage, some cry, some shrug it off, and some just swallow the pain. But even t...

Endgame Study Plan | April 12th, 2025

Endgame Study Plan | April 12th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 12, 2025
| 77
| 0

For a decently long time, I have been trailing: all of my three stats were inconsistent: maybe one or two would be over 2000 and the other would be 1900-ish. It's really rare for me to have all three main time controls at 2000+, but welp, here we ...

2100 Blitz! | April 11th, 2025

2100 Blitz! | April 11th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 11, 2025
| 64
| 2

Ladies and gentlemen, today I gladly announce my hiatus for blitz. I reached 2100 in blitz! inserts confetti 17 games played, 10 wins, 7 losses, we pushed from 2071 to 2100! Nothing can describe how satisfied I am to finally come back ...

Endgames, Endgames, Stupid Endgames | April 10th, 2025

Endgames, Endgames, Stupid Endgames | April 10th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 10, 2025
| 51
| 0

I have two ways of writing this blog, I have the optimistic way, and I have the pessimistic way. I feel like I should acknowledge both, but I feel more pessimistic than optimistic, and there seems to be a reoccuring problem everytime I go on a new...

Broke A Promise | April 9th, 2025

Broke A Promise | April 9th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 9, 2025
| 42
| 0

Title looks dramatic, trust me, it really isn't. On April 5th, I wrote a blog talking my addiction of blitz chess, playing 31 games in a single day and barely getting any results, and at the end, I decided that from now on, I will restrict mysel...

Absurd Luck | April 8th 2025

Absurd Luck | April 8th 2025

Flan
| Apr 8, 2025
| 58
| 2

Some days you tilt and lose most of your matches. Some days you get a mediocre day, barely inching more wins than losses, and stay about the same elo as when you started. Or some day you might get a little bit luckier and win most of your games, o...

How To Lose At Chess | April 7th, 2025

How To Lose At Chess | April 7th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 7, 2025
| 539
| 4

This is going to be a depressing post. Yesterday, for the first time in probably about six months. I’ve dropped out of 2000 completely. My rapid and blitz are high-1900, but not 2000, and my bullet… who cares about it, but it’...

Street Chess | April 6th, 2025

Street Chess | April 6th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 6, 2025
| 74
| 4

WOO! Today was a very eventful chess day, there is SO MUCH to talk about! Firstly, just so I can include this section (it probably violates all the rules on how to write a good blog, and I don’t care). I was spectating the FIDE Wo...

Uncontrollable Addiction | April 5th, 2025

Uncontrollable Addiction | April 5th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 5, 2025
| 59
| 0

You know you really need to stop playing chess when you do something idiotic like this. This was my seventh game of the day. I proceeded to play 24 more blitz games throughout the day. I probably developed a gambling addiction, albeit ga...

Never Play Chess After Dark | April 4th, 2025

Never Play Chess After Dark | April 4th, 2025

Flan
| Apr 4, 2025
| 53
| 0

NEVER PLAY CHESS AFTER DARK NEVER PLAY CHESS AFTER DARK NEVER PLAY CHESS AFTER DARK What’s important has to be repeated at least three times. Your brain is distracted as hell, sleepier than a sloth, yet you still want to p...

Chess, Vacation | April 3rd, 2025

Chess, Vacation | April 3rd, 2025

Flan
| Apr 3, 2025
| 95
| 0

I woke up at 5am. I had a flight to catch, because that day I was going on vacation. This means I can’t make Youtube videos about the FIDE Women’s World Championship, which I hyped so much, but it also does mean I will dismiss two te...

Blitz, More Like Casino | April 2nd, 2025

Blitz, More Like Casino | April 2nd, 2025

Flan
| Apr 2, 2025
| 61
| 0

I like to compare a blitz grind with going to the casino (with slightly better odds than normal of course). Two grand on my pockets, and I play coin toss for eight bucks at a time. Sometimes I get lucky and choose the correct sid...

The Start | April 1st, 2025

The Start | April 1st, 2025

Flan
| Apr 1, 2025
| 76
| 0

Hello! I engage in the act of playing chess everyday. Sounds fancy innit?Alright let's cut off the slack and the British pimpage. I'm going to try to make a habit of writing a diary about all of my chess games I've played, tracking the results, gi...

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I call myself a degenerate because well... I am. But at least I know chess, so hey.
I document my chess journey here, in a (hopefully) daily manner. If my diary helps anybody, that's good enough for me.