i need you to stop needing me
you don't know, but you're living a lie
you're closing your eyes and pretending i'm something i'm not
you're pretending i'm lovely and stable and precious
you're pretending i'm returning this kiss
you're breathin...
I cant do this. - K3NT!
"i knew it, i went through it, it's all ruined. i can't do this"
Revenge. - XXXTENTACION
if i could act on my revenge, no, would i? some kill, some steal, some break your heart. and you'd have thought that i would let...
think i need someone olderjust a little bit coldertakes the weight off your shouldersthink i need someone older.
baby, am i your little secret?..eighteen, i'm old enough to keep ityeah, i guess my age just don't do the samei'm young and that's ok...
I had a dream, i got everything I wanted.Not what you'd thinkAnd if I'm being honestIt might've been a nightmareTo anyone who might care. Thought I could fly So I stepped off the GoldenNobody cried.
Nobody even noticed.
I saw them standing righ...
okay why the fuck would can you say to my fuckin face that u shit talked me and then go and tell other people that you didnt? like wdym? and how the fuck are you gonna just forget we exist. how are you gonna forget what me and illy went thru FOR Y...
(S)
You call me again, drunk in your BenzDriving home under the influenceYou scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath'Cause you only listen to your fucking friendsI don't relate to youI don't relate to you, nocause I'd never treat me this sh...
(for him <33)
I see you, you see meHow pleasant, this feelingThe moment you hold meI missed you, I'm sorryI've given what I haveI've showed you I'm growingThe ashes fall slowlyas your voice consoles me
as the hours pass, i will let you know...
(For him <33)
Can we just be honest?These are the requirements If you think you can be my one and only true loveYou must promise to love me, and damn it, if you fuck me overI will rip your fucking face apart.
Step oneYou must accept that I'm ...
[for the attention whore <33]
You hate me 'cause you hate yourself!You're the maggots in my meat (pee-yew, you smell!)Bubblegum under my feetTummy lint in my belly buttonI don't let a fucker on the internet tell me nothing!
Your sad life is...
(for him <33)
I don't know, I just like youAnd anyone who gets in the way, honeyMight get a handful of some shitOr stay heavy-hearted.
I know we all want oneThat's not my fucking problemStay nearAnd you'll have nothing to fear
This might ge...
(for you when shit got messy the first time)
I wanted you to knowThat I am ready to go, heartbeatMy heartbeatI wanted you to knowWhenever you are around, can't speakI can't speak.I wanted you to knowThat I am ready to go, heartbeatMy heartbeatI...
Whatever happened to the young- young lovers?One got shot and the other got lost inDrugs and punks and blood on the streetBlood, blood on her kneesBloody history (yeah)
Whatever happened to the hayloft?Burnt to the ground, and what about Pop?He t...
Sharpeners callin me againtryin to turn it into someThing I can draw into my skin
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Make it a picture that I'll loveInsert something that I wishI could get in the bath and scrub right off
why am I ashamed to look the way I do?all cuz an escap...
Hey, (Lynn), I know we haven't talked in a bit, but umI heard you've been going through some stuff andI don't know if you will answerSo, did you kill yourself?
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I'm gone without any warning"Poem" taped onto the wallFind my body in the morning_...
(For London and Illy <3)
I knew a boy once, when I was smallA tow-head blonde, with eyes of saltHe played the drum in the marching bandHis parents cared more about the BibleThan being good to their own childHe wore long sleeves 'cause of his...
(For whoever deserves this. <3)
Over my shoulder, eyes peeking inAnalyze my every move, what current state I'm incause you are colder, than ice on my skinWanna get that A+, baby, so you take my shitcause I am little, right?I won't "call" you...
(For my Dad)
I got boulders on my shoulders, collar bones begin to crack
There is VERY little left of me and it's never coming back.
there are certain things you ask of me, and there are certain things I'll lack.the beginning, we were winning, ...
If you weren't born with itYou can buy a couple ornamentsJust be sure to read the warning, kidsCuz pretty soon you'll be bored of it.
Haha!
Sexual, hey girl if you wanna feel sexualYou can always call up a professionalThey stick pins in you lik...
(for micheal & "E".)
i'm beautiful, I know cause it's the seasonBut what am I to do with all this beauty?
Biology, I am an organism, I'm chemicalThat's all, that is all..
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, tooAnd feel my skin is plump and ...
(for her <3)
It was just two lovers
Sittin' in the car, listening to BlondeFallin' for each otherPink and orange skies, feelin' super childishNo Donald GloverMissed call from my motherLike, "Where you at tonight?" Got no alibiI was all alone ...
(For my sister & dad)
Blood still stains when the sheets are washed
Sex don't sleep when the lights are off
Kids are still depressed when you dress them up
And syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup.
(s)he's still dead when you're done wit...
(Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap)
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Think I just remembered somethingI think I left the faucet runningNow my words are filling up the tubDarling, you're just soaking in itBut I know you'll get out the minuteYou notice all your fingers...
Juggin on a Friday, but saw you on the freeway (skrt)How could I forget that face? I don't even know your name
I'm in love with a ghost girl, all alone in a lonely worldI just really wanna find her, I'ma do another line first
Lyin' on the asphal...
I know that it hurts sometimes, but it's 'beautiful'working every day, now you're bleeding through your cuticles.
Passing through a portal as you're sittin' in your cubicleIsn't life beautiful? I think that life is beautiful.
Tryna keep your coo...
I think I, I think I finallyFound a way to forgive myselfFrom mistakes I made in the pastI think that's the first step, right?You agree?
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear.Oh man, what a wor...