Conceptual Reality on Chess Dot Com
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Conceptual Reality on Chess Dot Com
By
(Mansoor Ahmad Malangi)
I encountered very brilliant minds on chess.com. It included people from various walks of life all over the globe. Few used to take couple of seconds to knock down me and vice versa. Inspite of all the confidence that I had, I could not cross my ranking beyond 1500 in ‘Standard Rating’ due to certain reasons. I preferred playing 15 – 0 time limit and avoided ‘Blitz Rating’. I did not know that female genders were also logged in. One fine morning, I scrolled down the ‘Challenges’ and read out an Islamic female name. This name appealed to me because it existed in my family. I invited her for the game and she accepted. She used to play in 10 - 0 time limit. She belonged to some European country while I was an Asian. I knew that I was playing live chess but never knew that this reality would turn into ‘Concept’ for me later. I won the first game very easily and exchanged few words which I did not remember actually. I never knew that one day I would be defeated by her for ever. Initially, I thought that she was a teenager but later on she proved a genius, intellectual, extremely humorous, energetic, loving, caring, committed, adoring and mature lady. She was not less than a fairy in my concept but her personality traits override her physical beauty which really impressed me. We were in ‘Friend List’ of each other for the last three months. We used to discuss our daily routine activities and commitments in ‘Private Chat Box’ for hours along with chess game. It was she who taught me how to enter in ‘Private Chat Box’. I never used this option before. Now she was a stable player and used to defeat me quite often. The only concern that I had was that she did not like poetry while it was my passion. I used to drag her to poetry but she never laid hand on it.
Whenever I used to come back from office, I used to invite her to chess table through chess alert and she would join. Now the game was eliminated and we used to have chatting only. During the discussion, I observed that she had a stronger personality than I. She was not rigid at all as she used to agree to my logics to break the ice. She had become a ‘Conceptual Reality on Chess Dot Com’ for me. Once upon a time when I opened up my computer after six days because of my medical commitments, I saw her message in my chess inmail box. She had inquired my whereabouts. She showed her concern on my absence and remained annoyed for few seconds. It was enough for me to know that I had stimulated her as she had aggravated me. It was a breakthrough. I never thought where I would land. She had a very strong magnetic personality while I was a small iron needle for her. I never ever had bad feelings for her. However during the course of discussion, we used to touch about the romantic instinct of males and females. For me, love was independent of sex and for her love was peak of sex. Later on, it was proved otherwise. What I said, I could not restrict to that, what she claimed and she deviated. She proved worthy of my statement that love was independent of sex. I believed that our relation would continue for longer but how quickly and suddenly would it break, was a shock for me. During my last conversation, I asked whether she would apportion blame to me, herself or both. She, very boldly, shared the responsibility however added that she never expected such an upset from me. I was sincere to her but how it happened, was an upset for me too. I had a lot of regards, respect and honor for her. The only fact that I could not disclose to her was that I never thought of her. She was so pure to me.