... once you get to 'round 11-1200 ELO, you'll want to get a chess book. I recommend How to Reassess Your Chess by Jeremy Silman.
"How to Reassess Your Chess, 4th Edition was designed for players in the 1400 to 2100 range." - IM Jeremy Silman (2010)
At 11-1200, it might be better to try Amateur's Mind by Jeremy Silman.
https://web.archive.org/web/20140708094419/http://www.chesscafe.com/text/ammind.pdf
https://www.silmanjamespress.com/shop/chess/amateurs-mind-the-2nd-edition/
I do not see anything unreal about "trying to get better."
And i see everything unreal in trying to beat a computer at chess, even if it's only rated 500, after getting into chess for only a week
What do you expect cawds149 to do? Resign on the first move? No matter who or what a beginner plays, a lot of losing is likely. It can still be an educational experience.